How are you my mum?

89. First day

Olivia's pov-
Today is my first day training with the barca u17s, ive been here 2 days and it hasnt got any easier, ales tried to help me and yeah shes doing a good job for what she can but like i said before, shes not my mum's, there who i need.
Alexia-"liv wake up querida, you have training"
Olivia-"i wasnt asleep anyway"
Alexia-"ill drop you but are you alright to get home yourself, i have physio?"
Olivia-"yeah ill be fine"
I get out of bed and get changed, alexia drops me before going back home. I walk through the training centre when i see the coach.
Ana-"hi olivia im ana, the u17s coach" her accent is strong but i can understand the english "we have some english girls here but also just spanish speaking people"
Olivia-"thats ok, im learning spanish anyway"
She nods and brings me through to the group
Ana-"girls everyone welcome olivia"
They all say hi and the captain comes over, shes blonde, dark eyes and has a friendly face.
Lily-"hi im lily, im the captain, im 16"
Olivia-"hi lily, i..i..i-" the words are breaking down, no no no. Not happening. "I..i..im olivia"
Lily-"hey just breathe your okay"
I smile
Lily-"come on"
I follow her out to the pitches where we start passing
Ana-"girls, we are doing a shooting drill today, and then 11 aside practice"
We all lineup to take a penalty,i score.
Ana-"girls all pick a place to shoot from, except olivia, you shoot from the halfway line, its tradition" i put the ball on the halfway line "girls out the way" ana shouts, i take a deep breath, a few steps back and then strike the ball, it flighs towards the goal and goes in past the keeper.
Ana-"wooooo"
Lily-"wow"
We finish training
Lily-"hey so your here on your own right? Given your a bronze-walsh?" I sigh
Olivia-"yeah, yeah i am"
Lily-"whats up?"
Olivia-"i need them"
Lily-"youll get through it"
Olivia-"i got told that at the euros"
Lily-"anyway so your living with a senior right?" I nod "who who"
Olivia-"there first name starts with A"
Lily-"aitana?" I shake my head "OH MY GOD! ALEXIA!" I smile and nod "YOUR SO LUCKY"
Olivia-"i guess, anyway im going to head off now"
Lily-"ok see you in two days"
I leave and go to walk home but change my mind and go the opposite direction, probably not the best thing to do walk around barcelona not having a clue where to go but oh well, i needed the fresh air and to be away i guess. I walk around it my training kit.
Alexia's pov-
Ive just finished my physio so i ring liv to tell her im on the way back but theres no answer, i guess shes in the shower. I get home and the doors still locked, thats odd? I open the door and livs shoes arent there, neither is she. SHIT! Where the fuck is this girl. Ill try her phone, no answer so i leave a message "come on carino where are you" still nothing, i need to start looking, i quickly grab my keys and get back in the car, come on liv where are you. I phone again but no answer, and again, and again, and again until then she answers.
Alexia-"chica! Where are you"
Olivia-"a..a...ale"
Alexia-"im here carino, where are you"
Olivia-"i..n a shop"
Alexia-"in the city, querida?"
Olivia-"mm..mmhm"
Alexia-"im coming stay on the phone chica, keep talking"
I speed through the barcelona streets
Alexia-"a barcelona shop carino?"
Olivia-"y..y..yeah, upstairs"
I jump out the car and run through the doors, i go up the stairs as fast as i can and there she is, a shaking ball sitting infront of a lucy picture. Oh no, poor girl. She cuddling her blanket which she mustve had with her.
I crouch beside her and wrap my arm over her
Olivia-"g..g..get off"
Alexia-"shshsh its me ale"
Olivia-"a..a..ale?"
Alexia-"its me chica, im here"
Olivia-"i..i..i need them ale, i..i..i-"
Alexia-"shshsh, breathe carino"
"Thats it deep breaths for me chica
"Come on lets get you out of here" i pick her up and take her back to my car, the tears are streaming down her face. "Shshsh carino its okay"
Olivia-"i need them ale i need them"
Alexia-"i know chica"
We get home, i lay her on the sofa and she goes into some well needed sleep so i message lucy.
📳Lucy B-
Alexia-
Hey lucy, olivia had a meltdown today, she walked off from home and went into the city and found a barca shop, i found her wrapped up in her blanket crying infront of a picture of you xx
Lucy-
Oh god bless her thanks alexia, keep her safe, maybe do something fun like games?
Alexia-
Shes sleeping atm, well needed x
Lucy-
Okay thank you ale
Alexia-
Course lucy

Lucy's pov-
I let out a deep sigh
Keira-"whats up darling?"
Lucy-"its nothing"
Keira-"so it is something whats up?"
Lucy-"im just worried about olivia"
Keira-"why?"
I show her the messages from alexia
Keira-"oh"
I nod
Keira-"shell be okay gorgeous"
Lucy-"we said that"
Keira-"i know"

Olivia's pov-
I wake up having a nightmare about my mum dying.
Olivia-"ah no, please dont get her!"
Alexia-"hey hey open your eyes chica"
Olivia-"ale they killed her, they killed her, they killed my mum"
Alexia-"hey hey, no ones got your mum, ive just spoke to her, no ones got her carino"
I nod "shes okay querida"
She rocks me sideways and i calm down
Olivia-"thank you ale, you dont have to do this"
Alexia-"i dont have to, but i want to"
Olivia-"thank you ale"
Alexia finds a steam for the man city game so i can watch it.
Olivia-"mummyyyyyyy"
I shout as she comes on the screen
Olivia-"mamaaaaaaaa"
I get a notification come through from Instagram, you have been mentioned in alexiaputellas story. I pull a confused face at her and open it, its a video of me screaming.
Olivia-"alexiaaa"
She laughs, i sit next to her and watch the game.
AUTHORS NOTES-
Im actually avoiding my fyp rn tbh bc my wonze heart is breaking but ill be wonze forever of course, hope your enjoying, love youse xx