How are you my mum?

137. Im gone pt2

Olivia's pov-
Have i replied to my messages, no. Have i turned off my location, yes. Am i still wandering round lyon, yes. Its odd though because you would of thought there would be lyon players around but theres literally no one just angry french people most times as i have to find anywhere to sleep which is in there way when i wake up, ive done some shopping just random bits though nothing expensive spending most my days at the beach which is where ill be today, ive hopefully give the space to people which they actually wanted because everyones stopped messaging me, only goodnight and goodmorning texts off mum, shes such a cutie bless her but she doesnt need me in her life anymore, she wants to play for Barcelona, she should be able to. I make my way to the beach nice and early to get my space away from people, i lay my beach towel down and lie on it after applying sun cream, rather not burn today. Theres a lot more people today which is to expected as its saturday, but luckily no people crowd around me, im quite near the sea so its a wonder why, the water is warmer today, its been quite cold, i see Selma Bacha but she just walks past so nothing to worry about...but soon enough theres more lyon players here, wendie renard, diani, bacha...im begging i dont see ellie or daan, theres a crowd of people walking towards me, a tall woman standing out, behind her being a shorter blonde woman, holding hands with a brunette woman, 'aw' i think to myself until i realise thats daan and ellie, i quickly stand up, grabbing my stuff, hearing my name being called i pick up my pace, nearly running into the busy streets of Lyon.
Ellie's pov-
Liv? Olivia?
Ellie-"daan daan is that liv?"
Daan-"where?"
Ellie-"there!"
Daan-"yes"
Shes packing up her stuff, she mustve seen us
Ellie-"sorry girls we need to erm, go do something quick"
Wendie-"quoi?" (What?) (Ps- dont judge translation, im not that great at french)
Ellie-"me and daan really quick need to do something sorry"
Wendie-"au revouir" (bye)
I quickly jog away from the group before calling out to her as she quickly walks away
Ellie-"liv! Olivia! Please stop! Were all worried! Liv!"
I jog after her as she heads back into the busy streets of Lyon
Daan-"you chase her, ill follow you and call lucy"
Ellie-"okay"
I run after her, shes trying to lose me down every corner and every alley but sucks for her i know every trick in the book round here. She stops behind a wall trying to hide, so i stand the other side
Ellie-"liv please, i know your there and i really dont want to have to hold you"
She runs again
Daan-"ellie! Lucy said if you can go grab her, not by her wrist by her waist, do not grab her wrists"
Ellie-"ok" i sprint after her and i catch her but im not close enough to grab her "liv please just stop"
Olivia-"NO ELLIE! NO ONE WANTS ME! NO ONE EVER DID! SO IM JUST STAYING AWAY FROM EVERYONE! MY MUM WANTS TO PLAY FOR BARCELONA SO IM LETTING HER!"
Ellie-"liv, your mum still wants you, she would go anywhere to make sure she keeps you, she loves you sweetheart, shed give her career up for you"
Olivia-"pha yeah right ellie, her career is the thing she loves most"
I shake my head "lets sit down liv"
Olivia-"no"
Ellie-"ok ill tell you here, your mum always spoke about a niece she had called olivia, said she only knew her for a few weeks when she was a baby, but she sure did love her and she always always spoke about keira, any chance she got, it was Keira this keira that, she went back to Manchester for keira, she stayed in Manchester fir a cjance of finding this niece, she told everyone, she stayed here for that niece, that niece was you, you and keira was always on her mind, before and after every game 'oh let me just ring keira see if shes ok' or 'i cant come out i need to ring keira' she loves you and that woman so much more than her career shed literally give anything, you can ask anyone, olivia she loves you, j..just go home, she wants you, they both want you, we all want you liv, you don't have to go homeless" i say tears choking up my throat
Olivia-"i w..wanted to go back to Manchester, t..t..to try and find them agsin"
Ellie-"what?"
Olivia-"find my foster parents again"
Ellie-"you wanted to get away?"
She shakes her head "i wanted them to give them space from me so lucy could play for barca"
Ellie-"oh liv, come on lets get you home"
Olivia-"no" i quickly grab her waist before she can run "ELLIE LET GO! LET GO LET GO LET GO! LET ME GO!"
Daan-"hey girls lets calm down yeah"
Olivia-"NO LET ME GO LET ME GO!" I pick her up and carry her back to the car so we can take her to my apartment "LET ME OUT I DONT WANT GO HOME!"
Daan-"shshsh, ill message lucy" she whispers to me 'hey lucy, weve got her, were taking her back to out apartment' 'thank you so much both, ill book a flight right now, be there soon' "shell be here soon she said"
Ellie-"good im not sure how much longer shell stay here"
Olivia-"do you have a pool"
Ellie-"yeah"
Olivia-"can i go in it, i..i like the water"
Ellie-"yeah course, im sure me or daan have got a spare swimsuit"
Olivia-"i..i dont need one, ive got a t..top and shorts"
Ellie-"if your sure"
Olivia-"yeah"
We pull up outside our apartment, and i guide liv in making sure she doenst run "here we are"
Olivia-"wow its huge"
Olivia's pov-
I walk in, theres about 2 living rooms, one really fancy corridor, an island in the middle of the kitchen, two bedrooms, two bathrooms, dining room and outside space... "wow"  is all i can say to them, i go straight outside, getting in there pool, im in the pool for like 2/3 hours with constant check ups from both Ellie and Daan, i hear there doorbell ring but i cant see the door,
Lucy-"hola chicass wheres my girl" i hear mum, no momma just mum
Ellie-"shes out in the pool, she hasnt had anything to eat or drink while shes been with us, im not sure about the other days"
Lucy-"thank you girls, so much"
Ellie-"anytime lucy, well hopefully not any time" they all laugh, i see legs coming out the door so i turn around
Daan-"olivia your mums here" i dont respond already dreading whats about to come
Lucy-"olivia i really do not want to shout at you for more than i already have to"
Shit im in deep trouble, mum never shouts, oh god, dont go there, dont go there. I need to be told off, i deserve it.
Olivia-"ok thanks daan"
Lucy-"come on olivia we have to get going our flights in an hour"
Olivia-"coming"
"Bye ellie and daan love you"
Ellie-"bye chick"
We leave there house and i get in the car, the whole ride silent, this is gonna be one long plane ride. We pull up at the airport and hop out the car quickly making our way to the gate
Lucy-"row j seat 15"
Olivia-"ok where are you?"
Lucy-"next to you"
Olivia-"ok"
We board the plane and find our seats, im by the window with mum next to me, this is gonna be long. It isnt a short wait until the plane takes off and i put my headphones in. The flight was quick, a lot shorter than expected but now its back to the silent car ride. We get to her car which is parked in the car park, put our bags in and get in, mum quickly pulls off and i look out the window
Olivia-"m..m..m-mum if i can still call you that?"
Lucy-"hm?"
Olivia-"i..i..i-im sorry"
Lucy-"what for olivia! For lying to me! For running off! For going to a different country all together! For lying to me about seeing ellie and daan! You have quite a lot to be sorry about this time dont you think? And you know what! Im not even angry! It hurts! It really hurts olivia!"
I sigh, my tears forming, the rest of the 30minute drive is awkward as hell, we pull up at the house and i grab my bag from the boot which i then head into the house, i take a deep breath before stepping foot in the door and opening the door handle, i push the door handle down and open the door to Narla, the house being silent, Ales car wasnt on the drive but mommas was. I dont dare shout her, how am i meant to know she wants me to call her that anymore. I take my bag upto my room and then make my way into the living room where momma is lay there her eyes slightly open with tear stains down her face.
Olivia-"m..m..momma? If i can still call you that?"
She jumps out of her skin clearly scared by my voice
Keira-"oh thank god your alive!"
I sit awkward on the sofa opposite her, mum walks in and also sits on the other sofa.
Keira-"why Olivia"
I sigh and look at the floor fiddling with my hands
"No olivia, you lied to us, we want answers now"
Olivia-"i-i erm-"
Lucy-"you what olivia! What?"
Keira-"luce let her speak"
Olivia-"i was giving you space, i..i saw y..your email f...from barcelona a..aand i g..guessed y..youd w..wanna keep p..playing for barcelona s..s..so i was g..going back to my o..old life but i didnt wanna go to Manchester cause anyone would of found me s..s..so i w..went there, i..im sorry i..i l..lied, i..im so sorry i..i..im sorry i ..s..cscared you both i..i just thought it w..w..would b..b..be b...better for you both if i i..i just .l..left-" my words are stopping and my chest is getting tight but now is not the time for comfort "i..i..i- im really sorry l..l..lu..lucy a..a..and k..k..keira"
Saying that hurts me not just them now "i..i really sorry"
Keira-"but why did you lie olivia, you terrified the living apologies for my language but you scared the living shits out of us when lucy found out you werent with ellie and daan, you cant be doing that, i know you run away but youve never ran away to a whole different country, homeless, not responding, it really fucking scared us olivia andrea isla bronze-walsh"
Lucy-"yeah olivia thats why i shouted at you in the car, nkt because i was mad because you fucking terrified me i thought you were dead or something, you cant do that olivia, your with us now, if barcelona cant accept i have a daughter with trauma then im not playing there"
Olivia-"w..w..where will you go?"
Lucy-"no where because that email was a hack, it wasnt real, barcelona have no problems at all, ive spoke with Jonathan about it"
Olivia-"o..oh"
Lucy-"c..come here" she wipes away her tears "a..and dont ever call me lucy again, im your mummy i always will be no matter where you are"
I sit in her lap and she wraps her arms around my neck and my tears start to fall, she rocks us on her lap "shshsh, your safe now olivia, weve got you"
Keira-"can i have a cuddle with my baby?" I get up and pull mum up so she can cuddle her "ewww no not that babyyy you babyyy" she pulls the bottom of my top so i sit on her lap "please dont ever call me keira again" she strokes my head "your my baby, my baby bronze-walsh, i love you sososooooo much" she smotheres my face in kisses
Olivia-"ewwww m..mo-"
Keira-"hmm mo? What was that hmmm?"
Olivia-"eww m..momma"
Keira-"there we goooo"
Lucy-"right i think we give you a bath hm?"
Olivia-"me?"
Lucy-"yes come on"
I try to get uo but momma holds onto me and then stands up carrying me and runs upto the bathroom with me in her arms
Olivia-"mommaaaaa?"
Keira-"hm well she might need some help bathing you"
Lucy-"excuse me miss walsh?"
Keira-"yes miss Bronze?"
Lucy-"what do you think your doing"
I get a notification on my phone as does momma and mum
Olivia-"awwww beffy and steffy, look" i show them....its a photo of them both sith there arsenal shirts lifted up with a white undershirt on saying 'For Liv❤️'
Lucy-"awww bless them"
I send them both a message
Steffy💚💛-
Aw you and beffy are so cute, i love you❤️

Keira-"right come on then, do you want us to leave?"
I shake my head taking my top over my head, i trust them, mum and momma are safe
Lucy-"right liv your first therapy is tomorrow we have to do it this time"
Olivia-"fine"
I get in the bath, its a little hot at first but i soon get used to it and its nice and warm with bubbles, i grab my blue duck on the windowsill and squirt momma
Keira-"HEYYYYY!"
I laugh and then get mum
Lucy-"oi you!"
Alexia-"anyone here chicas!?"
Lucy-"in the bathroom" i hear the stairs and quickly cover myself with my hands "its okay babygirl, she can stand outside if your not ready"
Alexia-"ill stand outside chicas dont worry, i just came to bring lucy her phone shes had an email" she opens the door with her hand over her eyes and quickly passes mum her phone and then closes the door "im putting the hottub on if you want to get in after chicas"
Olivia-"yayyy"
Alexia-"ill order waffles to"
Olivia-"yayyyy lex the best"
Alexia-"i know"

Momma washes my hair softly and i wash my body, momma hands me a towel while mum gets my pyjamas  and i get out, i hug momma once ive got my towel on
Olivia-"im sorry momma, im so sorry, t..thank you for loving me"
Keira-"oh baba i will always love you, i loved you when you were lucys 'niece' " she laughs "i will always love you my darling" (#wantedtowritemylovelybuticouldntsonowitsgonnabedarlingandbeodd)

AUTHORS NOTES-
Right this wouldve been out about 2 days ago but my wattpadd glitched and i couldn't edit anything sooo yeah. Also i saw this post on tiktok where someone wished death upon Keira because they think she 'cheated' on Lucy. The messages were literally like 'i hope someone stabs Keira and kills her' 'idc i want her dead'. It actually made me sick. I fully stsrted crying my eyes out after id finished. I will always be a wonze girl forever but i would never ever wish death upon Ona, if they have both moved on then theyve both moved on, Keira is such a sweetheart, shes such a cutie, my 🐐, so underrated, and this person is literally wishing desth upon her, the messages were awful that theyve sent, its vile. I cant believe someone would be this sick to wish death upon Kei, or anyone, its not your relationship to be involved with, i know i make a book on them but i never wished death upon Ona or Laura, if my babies are happy, my babies are happy, yes im not a fan of Ona or Laura but take that away, i dont wish death upon them, if they make my babies happy, then my babies are happy and there still close, so anyway thats my rant about that person on tiktok. The account is 'wosoloves' profile pic of Lucy and Ona and has two videos, one of goats with a picture of the lionesses and keis face scribbled out and one of 'wdym upgrade' which then goes to lucy and ona and says upgrade on about ona compared to keira, i love kei soso much i cant believe someone would wish death upon her. I love her so much❤️‍🩹the account is 'wosoloves' if you want to report it. I can show messages on a separate post maybe or on insta or somewhere if anyone wants to see, i dont mean they want to see just like if there interested in what the person has said. Hope you enjoy the chapter and ignore my while rant about that person it really made me mad and upset tbh, love you all, have a good day. MARY EARPS MBE YESSIRRR💪🏻. Remember everyone #REPORT WOSOLOVES.