How are you my mum?

90. You can get in if you want

Olivia's pov-
Ive had 2 training sessions at barca, im getting worse, my mental health is getting worse, my eating well im not, im not sleeping, ive got deep wounds to my arms.
Alexia-"hey carino, some seniors are coming over to get in the pool you can join if you want, ive brought you a bikini if you want"
Olivia-"i..uh..i no thank you"
Alexia-"okay well you know where i am, if you change your mind, theyll be here about an hour or so"
She goes to leave
Olivia-"wait ale"
Alexia-"yes chica?"
Olivia-"is there gonna be a..a..a.-"
Alexia-"breathe carino"
Olivia-"alcohol?" I say, tears forming
Alexia-"there doesnt have to be chica"
Olivia-"but you should have a nice time with your friends"
Alexia-"ah ah chica,you can have fun to, and we can have fum without alcohol carino"
I nod "thank you ale" i choke out over my tears, she wipes them with her thumb.
Alexia-"dont cry querida"
Olivia-"you shouldnt do this ale, you should have the alcohol"
She shakes her head "no, we can have fun without it" i nod slowly "do you want some strawberries?" She asks hopefully but i ruin her hope, looking down and shaking my head.
Alexia-"come on chica, you need to eat"
Olivia-"i cant ale"
Alexia-"you can carino"
I shake my head "only keira can properly get me to start eating again" my tears forming again
Alexia-"oh carino come here" she sits next to me and pulls me into a hug "you really miss them dont you?" I nod letting the tears fall "its okay chica" she rocks us sideways "it will get easier i promise" i shake my head not believe her "it will chica, it will, shall we facetime them?"
Olivia-"there probably busy"
Alexia-"well see"
She rings them, and they answer straight away
Lucy-"hey ale, everything okay?" She points the phone to me so i hide in her shoulder "hey babygirl!"
Alexia-"were a bit upset arent we?" I nod
Lucy-"oh babygirl why?"
Olivia-"i..i...i need you mum"
Lucy-"i know babygirl, its not right is it?"
I shake my head
Alexia-"do you want me to go so you can talk to your mums"
Olivia-"no stay!"
Alexia-"ok ok im here"
Lucy-"it will be okay babygirl, you must like some parts of it, the weather, the people, your housemate"
I shrug
Keira-"hey baba!"
Olivia-"mama" i smile
Lucy-"theres that smile"
Olivia-"i need you mama"
Alexia-"can i just speak to your mums outside a sec? Ill be right back?" I nod
She comes back 5 minutes later
Keira-"not eating are we"
Olivia-"alexia!"
Keira-"no olivia, you are not blaming olivia, shes doing her job"
Olivia-"fine no im not"
Lucy-"also not sleeping? And the hoodie?"
I look down away from the phone
Lucy-"come on liv"
Keira-"please try and have the strawberries ale suggested?"
I shake my head
Olivia-"i cant mama"
Keira-"okay baba, well im not arguing with you over a phone call so"
I look down and sigh
Keira-"baba look at me"
I lift my head to the phone "you can through this"
Olivia-"you two arent even affected are you,youve probably just got you own nice little life back"
Keira-"hey hey dont go making any assumptions, ive been crying to liv, we both have, actually your mum didnt sleep either yesterday"
Olivia-"oh"
Keira-"were gonna go know okay baba?"
Olivia-"no please mama"
Keira-"weve got to baba, ill text you later i promise" i nod "bye baba, i love you"
Lucy-"bye babygirl i love you"
Olivia-"bye mums i love you more"
Lucy-"bye ale thank you"
I hang up and sigh
Alexia-"not any easier?" I shake my head
Alexia-"how about you get dressed and you can decide what drinks we have?"
I nod
I decide on: coca cola, lemonade, fanta fruit twist, sparkling and plain water and some squash.
Alexia-"good choices, now go put some floats in the pool" i nod
I put the unicorn, pizza and little dolphin thing in
Olivia-"all done"
Alexia-"thamk you chica, they should be about 5 minutes" then the door rings "can you get it please?" I nod, its mapi and ingrid
Olivia-"hi guys come in"
Mapi-"olivia broooo"
Then patri
Patri-"holaaa"
Olivia-"i know that hola"
Patri-"yesss well done"
The others soon get here and they all go into the garden, i sit on a sunbed still with my hoodie and joggers on.
Mapi-"hey liv why dont you come for a dip?"
Olivia-"no thanks"
I lift my head and see her throwing a ball over which i volleyback and she jumps, me seeing her abs. Woah, there amazing. I put my head down and stare at the sky. I go into the kitchen and grab a glass of coca cola.
Alexia-"hey"
Olivia-"hi did you want a drink?"
Alexia-"no no i just came to see if your ok chica"
Olivia-"yeah im good,might stay in here a bit its hot out there"
Alexia-"maybe take your joggers off?"
I think about it,no.
Olivia-"nah, im good"
Alexia-"okay ill be outside" i go to tje window and take a picture of mapi junping into the pool and post it on my insta story
Caption- silly mapi, pool day🏊‍♀️👙☀️

And find disney+ so i put station 19 on again for the 100th time. The rest of them come in to get dried. They all come downstairs
Alexia-"have fun?"
They all say yes
Ingrid-"what you watching?"
Olivia-"its called station 19, thats maya bishop, shes my favourite, shes so fit and then thats carina de luca, shes not a firefighter but shes dating maya and theres my favs and then thays andy, andy herrera" i tell ingrid all about it, it makes my smile shes genuinely interested
Ingrid-"sounds cool"