How are you my mum?

140.Poorly

Olivia's pov-
Alexia popped to the shop and come back with some treats for me. She brought me some chocolate pop tarts and a football colouring book.
Olivia-"gracias but w..what for?"
Alexia-"you deserve them, im proud of you for today"
Olivia-"you are?"
Alexia-"we all are"
I go upstairs and put my colouring book on my desk knowing im probably going to colour it on my own, no one would want to with me anyway.
Now the season is over, we have free time as England arent in the Olympics.
Olivia-"mum when can we go to england?"
Lucy-"well actually its only a few days before we need to"
Olivia-"ahh oh my god yes! Are you all sorted?"
Lucy-"i think so well go through it later?"
Olivia-"ok" i jump off mommas lap so sje can put her plate in the sink,
Keira-"would you like anything more to eat liv?"
I shake my head "liv youve only had strawberries"
Olivia-"ok i dont want anymore"
Keira-"liv.."
Olivia-"no"
Keira-"olivia"
Olivia-"noooo"
Keira-"is someone a bit tired beautiful girl"
Olivia-"no im not"
Keira-"its okay to be tired, youve had a stressful morning"
Olivia-"im not tired!"
Keira-"yes you are, i know you are"
Olivia-"how?"
Keira-"mommas know everything" she smirks
Olivia-"well you dont because im not tired" i get up and go to my room, i look at the colouring book, i really want to colour some with momma, like the little girls do with there mums, but she wouldnt want me disturbing her so i leave it and walk out my room a bit sad. I go back downstairs momma is still sat at the breakfast bar
Keira-"you ok sweetheart?"
I nod
"Whats wrong beautiful girl?"
Olivia-"its nothing"
Keira-"come here, i think you need a nap"
Olivia-"but im not tired"
Keira-"do you want to watch station 19? On the sofa together?" My eyes light up
"Not really"
"Why not?"
"Its the last episodes and then i wont see maya/danielle anymore"
"Of course you will, ill make sure of it, there coming to spain soon anyway. And you can always start from the start so come on" i run to the sofa, grabbing my lucy blanket and bear, she sits down so i sit on the other side
Keira-"ah ah come here you"
I edge closer to her, she pulls me in, she lies down so i lie on the inside and put my head resting on her boobs, hearing her heartbeat. I put the episode on, she strokes my hair and not evrn 5 minutes in i feel my eyes get heavy.
Keira-"close those eyes darling, im here. Mommas here"
I let my eyes close tugging on mommas clothes
"Ah ah let go" she unclaps my fingers taking my hand in hers
"Shshsh" i fall asleep
Keira's pov-
I laugh quietly to myself at her falling asleep so quickly. I knew she was tired but she just wouldnt admit it, shes had a busy moring. I saw her face light up when Alexia gave her that book but she never mentioned it. Id love to do it with her but i have to know shes comfortable with it. She sleeps for about an hour i think before im quickly awakened from my nap by her screaming
Olivia-"PLEASE NO! I THOUGHT I WAS SAFE HERE! IM SORRY I WONT RUN AWAY DONT HURT!"
Keira-"hey olivia its keira its momma im here im not going to hurt you, I promise, ive got you, mommas here open your eyes darling" her eyes flutter but there full of fear
"Ive got you olivia your safe my beautiful girl"
Olivia-"momma?"
"Im here your safe"
"I thought it was you and mummy hurting me" my heart breaks as she finishes her sentence, how can someone put a child through that
"We would never ever dream of it"
Sje wraps her arms around me pulling at my bra strap "ah ah no pulling" i unfold her hand with had nail narks in the palm
"Let go beautiful ive got you" i rock us both slowly trying to slow her breathing "breathe with me darling...thats it keep breathing" her breathing calms down and the screamings stopped
Alexia-"we ok chicas we heard shouting?"
Keira-"yeah were okay"
She hides her face in my shoulder
Alexia-"dont be embarrassed chica its ok i was just worried"
Olivia-"no you wasnt"
Alexia-"what do you mean? Yes i was"
Olivia-"ok" she gets up off my lap and goes upstairs, we then hear singing:
Olivia-"im sorry that i let you down..l..l..let you down all these voices in my head get loud and i wish that i coukd shut them out im sorry that i let you down oh i let you down.
Yeah dont talk down to me thats not gonna work now packed all my clothes and moved out i dont wanna even go to your house i feel like you beat me eventually probably coulda made this work and probably woukda figured things out but I guess im a letdown its cool i checked out, oh you wanna be friends now? Ok lets put my fake face on and prentend down, sit around and talk about good times that didnt rven happen. I mean why you laughing whats the mistake joke?"
She comes back downstairs her face red
Olivia-"momma?"
Keira-"yes darling"
Olivia-"actually doesnt matter"
Keira-"you sure?"
Olivia-"yeah"
Keira-"a bit later darling would you want me to plait your hair? after you have a bath if you would like?"
Her face glows
"Really momma? Wouldn't you be to busy?"
Keira-"for you never"
"Are you sure momma?"
"100 percent sure" a few hours pass so i make lunch, i make bacon and egg sandwiches but just the white bit of egg for liv as she doenst like yoak or bacon.
Keira-"here you are"
Olivia-"thanks"
I give her, her plate and she eats half of it before she bolts upstairs, me and lucy both guess what's happened so she goes upstairs as i cant stand sick.
Lucy's pov-
I quickly follow liv upstairs as i know kei hates sick. Even her own.
The bathroom door is locked and all i can hear is heaving mixed with tears and coughing
Lucy-"liv its mum can you open the door?"
Olivia-"n..n..no t..this is dirty"
Lucy-"no its not babygirl, your jjst a but poorly thats all"
Olivia-"mummy help me i dont like it"
Lucy-"open the door then"
Olivia-"i cant reach i cant move"
Lucy-"watch your face im coming in" i badge through the door breaking another one of Alexias doors.
"Im here babygirl" i hold her hair back while she empties the remains of her stomach
"All done?"
Olivia-"i think so"
Lucy-"lets run you a bath"
I run her a bath
"Try the water"
Olivia-"thats nice"
"Do ylu want me to stay?" I ask not wanting to go into her privacy and knowing she doenst feel comfortable naked
"Y..y..yes please mummy" she goes all red and embarrassed
I help her get unchanged and into the bath
Olivia-"oooo"
Lucy-"is it ok?"
She nods
Olivia-"mummy my head hurts" she gets tearful
Lucy-"ill get you some paracetamol after okay"
She nods
Olivia-"i..i..i dont want momma to plait my hair anymore"
Lucy-"thats okay beautiful girl, shell understand"
Olivia-"will she? Will she hurt me?"
Lucy-"she would never dream of it"
Sje nods as i carefully wash her hair massaging her head
Olivia-"that feels nice"
Lucy-"good" she washes her body while i grab her some pyjamas, fluffy ones. "Here babygirl, lets get you out" i help her out and sit her on my bed with a towel wrapped round her
"You get dressed while i clean the bathroom and then we can tell momma your a bit poorly"
Olivia-"ok"
I quickly clean the bathroom while she gets dressed and then text Keira asking her to come upstairs.
Keira-"hey my girls we ok?"
Lucy-"go on liv"
Olivia-"m..m..momma i dont want you to plait my hair"
Keira-"thats ok darling we feeling a bit poorly?" She slowly raises her hand towards livs forehead and she doenst flinch "well done babygirl"
Olivia-"what for?"
Lucy-"you didnt flinch"
Olivia-"wow i really didn't"
Keira-"ylu are a bit warm can i touch your chest" she nods "yeah you are quite warm how about i have snuggles woth you?"
She nods "then can i have snuggles woth alexia?" She asks
Keira-"you can now if you want?"
"No i want you first" keira gets under the quilt and calls her over, she quickly snuggles into her resting her head on her boobs. I quickly take a photo and disappear downstairs.
I see alexia sat at the breakfast bar
Lucy-"you ok ale?"
Alexia-"yeah dont worry"
Lucy-"no whats up?"
Alexia-"i just feel like an outsider on livs life, you know everything her other aunts know a lot and im kinda just here"
Lucy-"your not an outsider at all, shes just asked for ale snuggles"
Alexia-"really?"
Lucy-"really. She takes a while adapting to people especially people shes never heard of."
Alexia-"yeah thats fair"
Lucy-"your getting there ale, you are, sjes getting used to you, thats why she wants snuggles"
Alexia-"okay"
Keira comes down a bit later
Keira-"shes kicked me out she wants 'lex' snuggles"
Ales face lights up as she goes upstairs
Olivia's pov-
Olivia-"aleee"
Alexia-"hey you, ive heard you want lex snuggles" i nod
She climbs into the bed behind me allowing me to lie on her chest
Alexia-"hwat you staring at?"
Olivia-"nothing my eyes are closed"
Alexia-"liv i can see them blinking"
I sigh
"M..m..my colouring book you got me"
Alexia-"why?"
Olivia-"i..i..ive never had one before, i wanted to do some with momma but i was scared shed be to busy or didnt want to"
Alexia-"how about i do some with you?"
Olivia-"really?"
Alexia-"yeah come on"
Olivia-"ive never coloured with anyone, i was thinking about it earlier when you give it me, i never had a mom to do it with, like all the other little girls they always looked at the moms with so much love always ran to them after school and i had to run home before i got beat to death"
Alexia-"did you not get any for your birthday?"
Olivia-"i..i..i never got anything for mu birthday, just drowned in alcohol and one time the social worker come round and i came downstairs and i was covered in bruises and they acted all concerned about where they came from b..b...but soon as she left i got beat harder. But erm no..i didnt get any presents or party"
Alexia-"oh hermosa(beautiful) id love to be the first to colour with you"
Olivia-"yay thank you ale"
We get up and go over to my desk where my book and crayons are. I opem the book and the first oage is a page of ale
Olivia-"aleeeee"
Alexia-"it is me"
Olivia-"i wanna do this one"
Alexia-"go on then"
I dont move scared to grab the pencil
Alexia-"pick a colour"
Olivia-"blue"
Alexia-"here you go" she passes me the pencil and i start coloring in the kit. We both finish the ale drawing and im falling asleep in her lap, she carries me to the bed so i can get more comfortable.
Olivia-"te amo lex"(i love you lex)
Alexia-"te amo liv"(i love you liv)
AUTHORS NOTES-
What we thinking about the story? Comment any ideas!!
What we thinking about tomorrow? Hoping barca win as much as i love ellie&daan. I love lucy, keira, alexia, mapi, aitana, ingrid, patri, pina more
I SWEAR STATION 19 IF YOU KILL MY BABY MAYA BISHOP I WILL SUE!