How are you my mum?

45. I...i think i like Ivy

A few days pass, mum's have had training most days, some days i sit and home, some days i go with them, today i decide to go with them. Ruby mace is still saying shit about my mum and it really pisses me of but mum has told me i have to control it and be calm.
I give her dirty looks all the time anyway
We walk into the building, me still trying to hide away from the cameras that are here
Olivia-"mum im scared"
She turns around confused
Lucy-"about what babygirl?"
Olivia-"all the cameras, what if they see me with youse"
Luvy-"well technically 1. Your in the city academy you have a right to be here 2. Your name says it all lol"
Olivia-"i guess, i..i can change it-"
Lucy-"olivia stop it. The fans can guess what they want i dont give-"
Keira-"dont swear at her lu"
Olivia-"a fuck" i finish her sentence for her
Keira-"err i heard that"
Lucy-"naughty gal"
We walk through the building and i see Ivy
'Shit what is she doing here' i think to myself
Ivy-"oh hi liv, how are you"
Olivia-"i..uh yeah yeah fine" i say abruptly
Ivy-"oh ok i uh ill see you later"
She quickly leaves getting my hint i didnt want to speak, i did want to speak i just couldnt. Fuck sake. I cant let this happen i cannot let myself like her.
Lucy-"liv what was all that about?"
Olivia-"huh what oh uh nothing?"
Keira-"you sure about that, you seemed like you didnt wanna speak"
Olivia-"yes"
They go to the changing rooms and i head to the gym
Working out helps me if i cant have football
I get on a treadmill, put my headphones in and start running not caring how much i do, i just run and run, it clears my head
With all these thoughts i need to run, football isnt helping my thoughts either as one of my thoughts is at football
I soon realise how long ive been running when the team come in from the pitches. I keep running.
A few have a quick exercise but then leave after not bothering me
I then see mum and mama come in
Lucy-"come on liv" i dont here anything so i keep running
Keira pulls out a earphone
Keira-"come on"
I shake my head and keep running
Keira-"now, you were on that when we started, youve been running nearly 3 hours without fail"
I keep running
Keira-"fine then"
She turns it off
Olivia-"ugh man whyd you do that for"
I feel really dizzy and weak
I feel myself swaying side to side with doesnt go unnoticed
Lucy-"olivia are you ok, your swaying side to side"
Olivia-"y..y..yeah f..fi...fine"
Suddenly it all goes black.
I start falling when i feel strong arms grasp around me. Mum.
After 5 minutes i wake up
Olivia-"mum mum where are you!"
Lucy-"im here im here, right here, you passed out from running to much and dehydration we think"
I slowly sit up still in her arms
Olivia-"thanks for staying mum"
Lucy-"lets get you home"
We go home
Olivia-"mum's i need to talk to you"
Keira-"of course darling"
Lucy-"whats up?"
Olivia-"i..i.. think im lesbian or bisexual i dont know"
Lucy-"and why are you scared to tell us that, were lesbians ourselves"
Olivia-"no no its not about that, i think i like Ivy"
Lucy-"ahhh yayyyy"
Olivia-"what?"
Keira-"nothing, your mum is being silly"
Olivia-"but I cant like her i can't, i cant let her get close to me she will think im a weirdo"
Lucy-"oh babygirl if course she wont, dont distance yourself from her, make it worse, you know how i know let me tell you a story....."
AUTHORS NOTES-
This is going to lead on to a part 2, still absolutely devastated from tuesdays result honestly thought bronzey did it for us but thats football so its been a hard international year and hopefully this will give the girls (especially lucys knee) time to relax and get some well deseved rest, youve done us proud girls❤️x