How are you my mum?

152.

Lucy's pov-
Its been 3 days and we're still in the hospital and I've still not left. Keira and everyone keep telling me too but I cant, anything could happen.
Lucy-"doctor is she ever going to wake up?"
Doctor-"she will, she should do soon, weve increased the food in the tube and we've added drink in there too"
I nod "You should go home Lucy"
Lucy-"I cant, i dont exactly have a home, Keiras just in a hotel at the minute, weve no one here in Birmingham"
Doctor-"okay, is Keira coming?"
Lucy-"yeah she should be here any minute"
She then walks through the door
Lucy-"here she is"
Keira-"hey" she walks over with a smile and kisses me on the lips "I brought you food" she pulls a McDonald's bag from behind her back
Lucy-"your amazing"
Keira-"I am aren't I?"
I smile
Keira-"when is she going to wake up?"
Lucy-"I dont know"
Doctor-"it should be soon, weve increased the food in the tube and now added a drinks tube too"
Keira-"is that good?"
Doctor-"it is yes but it does mean the ankle is worsening as its got no movement"
Lucy-"oh, I guess it's better if her body gets better though"
Keira-"of course it is"
A few hours pass by,
Leah-"hey girls, how is she?"
Lucy-"a bit better"
Less sits down next to her and holds her hand
Alessia-"oh little one what have you done to yourself" her machines start beeping and her eyes start blinking
Lucy-"what's happening" I wait nervously watching on as doctors summon the room.
Doctor-"here she is, here's your girl"
Lucy-"babygirl?"
Doctor-"give her a minute"
Lucy-"no I won't give her a minute, she'll start reacting thank you"
Olivia-"w..w..where am i? M..m..mum? M..m..momma? W..w..where am I?"
Lucy-"hey babygirl" I stroke her head softly
Olivia-"m..mum?"
Lucy-"im here babygirl your safe"
Olivia-"where am I?"
Keira-"your in the hospital baby"
Olivia-"why?"
Keira-"your ankle, and you had a panic attack and passed out. Do you remember that?"
Olivia-"oh yeah uhm I was with Niamh"
Keira-"yeah she helped you, well tried to, she called the ambulance, us, we're in Birmingham now, the children's hospital"
Olivia-"okay, why is there so many tubes I don't like it"
Doctor-"hiya, so one is a food one and one a drink one, you've no food in you at all Olivia, your severely dehydrated and when was the last time you harmed yourself?"
Olivia-"erm" She looks around the room
Doctor-"be honest"
Olivia-"before the Sweden game"
Lucy-"oh babygirl why"
Olivia-"I dont know, I don't remember"
"Ahhwwww look sausage dog! Ahh and other one"
Alessia-"aw you've always loved them, I remember your top from b..before"
Olivia-"yeah there literally my favourite dog ever I've always dreamed of having one"
Leah-"really?"
Olivia-"yeah there just so cute and snuggly and you can just pick tjem up and everything"
Leah-"what about poor narls"
Olivia-"I still love her of course, my favourite dog, I love dapple dachshunds, there just so cute and cuddly but so is Narls"
Alessia-"would you want another dog?"
Olivia-"erm I mean maybe but I wouldn't want narls to be left out, o..r..r me.."
Lucy-"you would never be"
Doctor-"right Olivia can we try and eat something ourself?" She shakes her head "okay we will try tomorrow"
Olivia-"I need a wee"
Doctor-"okay let me take your tubes out" she takes her tubes out "you need some help who would you like?"
Olivia-"mamma"
Keira-"come on then" they both leave the room to go to the bathroom and I let out a breath I didn't even realise I was holding.
Leah grabs my hand "shes okay luce, shes alive now"
I nod "yeah"
Keira's pov-
"Liv are you okay? You've been very quiet" I ask her as I help her use her crutches to the toilet
"Erm yeah fine"
"Whats wrong baba"
"I've just let you all down again, you all thought I was getting better and now im in a hospital bed again"
"Oh baba. You havemt let us down at all, you know we will help you but you have to let us, and you have to tell us if you do it again or even want to" I say signalling to her arm
She sighs and nods
"I'm sorry"
"I'm sorry"
"I'm so sorry"
"I'm really sorry"
"I'll be better"
"I'll try be better for you" She repeats crying out
Keira-"hey hey hey, look at me, deep breaths" she throws herself into my shoulder as I'm in her eyeline, "breathe" I rub her back in circles
Olivia-"thats what niamh tried"
Keira-"im so sorry I left you, I was just angry with your mum"
She nods
Olivia-"I just really needed you both and none of you were there"
Keira-"I know baba I'm so sorry"
She calms down and we finally make it to the bathroom
Keira-"so you like dachshunds?"
Olivia-"yeah there my favourite animal after narls"
I nod and help her back to her room, I help her climb back into bed
Keira-"luce can I talk to you outside"
Olivia-"dont leave me"
Keira-"well be two seconds"
She hesitantly nods
Alessia-"we're still hear little one"
She nods and me and luce go outside the room
Keira-"luce I think we should get a daschund"
Lucy-"what!?"
Keira-"as a present, for Liv, I'm so proud of her for everything, and there only little, they wont be any harm"
Lucy-"keira"
Keira-"please lucyyyyyy"
Lucy-"you spoil her rotten"
I smirk "pleaseeeeeeeee"
Lucy-"fine, we will get one, one of the days someone can stay with her in here"
Keira-"yayyyyyy" I wrap my arms around her and hug her tight
We walk back in and Livs got a massive smile on her face
Doctor-"sorry but as its first day of Liv being awake, we need you to try and eat something, and later today too we need you to go to physio"
Olivia-"a..a..already?"
Doctor-"as youve been asleep for so long, the ankle couldve been further damaged as there's been no movement on it"
Olivia-"why can I just keep my tube"
Doctor-"its not enough"
She sadly nods
Lucy-"its okay babygirl we've got you"
She nods again wiping her eyes
Lucy walks out the room but I stay seated holding Livs hand
Olivia-"I...I..Is she leaving me?"
Keira-"no baba not at all"
My phone pings and Lucy walks back in