How are you my mum?

136. Im gone

Olivia's pov-
Finally, today is the day i can get out of this stupid hospital, i can walk agsin, i have to wait 2 weeks to be able to play football but at least i can walk and run infact, just no contact. I have a plan to go “see Ellie and daan” for a bit but really I just want to escape for a while, i just feel like my mum, momma everyone i know need there space back, yeah they tell me they want me and im not in the way blah blah but i know i am, im the kid they didnt want so now im giving them the space, i say escape for a while but im escaping forever, i wanted to go back to Manchester and find my foster parents go back to them so i could really give my mums theres lives back but then city and utd girls would find me but here...only ellie and daan know me so its quite easy to hide
Olivia-"mum ellie said i can go see her if i wanted to and spend a few days with her and daan can i go?"
Lucy-"yeah course, i think it would really help you, ill book a flight for you, you be ok flying on your own?"
Olivia-"yeah im not momma"
Keira-"HEY?"
Olivia-"whoops sorry"
Dr Grey-"right you i know how desperately you want to get out of here, lets get you out, lucy just sign these discharge papers and then liv your free to go and i dont want to see you in here agsin!"
Olivia-"yes doctor"
Lucy-"your flights later tonight"
Olivia-"thanks"
Dr Grey-"oo where we off to?"
Olivia-"france"
Dr Grey-"enjoy, your free to go" she says as mum passes back the papers, i quickly jump out of the bed "ah carefully babygirl"
Olivia-"whatever"
We get home and i quickly go upstairs to start packing, i cannot miss this flight, i pack everything i own, from my clothes, to the teddy momma got me, the lucy bronze blanket and the lyric scrapbook i made for mum, everything. I go downstairs carefully carrying my suitcase
Lucy-"wow babygirl what you got in there everything?"
I smile "no just clothes, and a blanket and bear"
She smiles knowing what im on about
Olivia-"am i getting a taxi?"
Lucy-"no ill drop you"
Olivia-"ok come on"
Lucy-"youve still got 5 hours?"
Olivia-"and getting there will make it 4 so lets go"
Lucy-"okok coming"
I give momma a hug and kiss on the cheek before i hug narla, making sure the hugs where extra tight, i get in the car and the ride is silent with only music for backing
Lucy-"babygirl whats up?"  "nothing" i reply fighting back tears "your really quiet?" She asks "yeah just a little nervous" i respond back quickly "ok babygirl"
We pull up at the airport "shall i walk you in?" She asks me as i get out "no ill be ok" "ok babygirl, ill see you in 3 days?" I nod "alright text me when you land and when your at daan and ellies" i nod again leaning in for a tight hug "ill miss you babygirl, message me when you can"
Olivia-"ok course, ill miss you too mummy, i love you"
Lucy-"i love you too babygirl, go on, go do shopping and get some food" i nod
Olivia-"i love you mummy" she cloes her window and i turn around "have your space back" i whisper to myself letting my tears fall, i watch as she drives away, i sigh wanting to run back to her but i know this is the right thing to do, she wants this, everyone wants this
I walk into the airport looking around all the shops as ive got time to kill, i look around a few shops before finding my gate and sitting down with half an hour before boarding so i decide to text mum
Mummyyy❤️-
Boarding in 30 so turning phone of love you lots❤️
Lucy-
Love you too babygirl, safe flight miss you already❤️

No she doenst, shes just saying that, theres no way she misses me, definitely just saying that, no one does, not even my foster parents theyve probably got some other kid. I board my plane after turning my phone off....
*skip 2 hours*
i get a few questioning looks people clearly recognising me but i choose to ignore them, tje french airport is busy and i have no idea where to go, i need my mums right now thats who i need, i manage to get out of the airport into tje middle of lyon, no idea where to go just gonna start walking which is what i do, i start walking and make it to the beach, the sun is hot as well as the water but there is a breeze which gives in a nice temperature, not to hot not to cold, i decide to go in the water even if i am in a random shorts and top, i love the water, hearing the waves, making splashes going underwater, i love it all, there is another reason im here too, i heard my mums arguing a few days ago about mums future because apparently she had an email about something...
Flashback 2 days ago, lucy and keira are both at home
Lucy's pov-
Keira-"OH FOR GOD SAKE LUCY IF YOUR NOT GOING TO DECIDE WHERE YOUR GOING YOU MAY ASWELL RETIRE!"
Lucy-"IM ONLY NOT DECIDING BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO LEAVE YOU!"
Keira-"WELL YOU CLEARLY CANT STAY HERE!"
Lucy-"really keira i think my email told me that!"
I open up the email again from barca
Dear Lucy,
We are sorry to tell you this but we will not be renweing your contract, we know you are a great player and a great asset to our team but with the recent events from your daughter you cannot stay here with our club anymore as can Olivia, as you are both unreliable and affecting the way of our team. Thank you.