How are you my mum?

39. Training

Olivia's pov-
Its been a week since weve been back from lionesses camp, my mum's have had training but today is my first day back and saturday is the first game of the season
Lucy-"babygirl time to wake up for training?"
Olivia-"uhh what time is it?"
Lucy-"you have an hour until we have to leave"
Olivia-"ughhh can you get mama?"
Lucy-"yeah course you ok?"
Olivia-"yeah i just want mama"
Keira comes up the stairs
Keira-"you ok baba?"
Olivia-"yeah i just want cuddles"
Keira-"dont try and trick me"
Olivia-"im not i want a cuddle"
Keira-"come here then"
I quickly cuddle into mama
All i need to calm my nerves down is a mama hug
Keira-"right come on baba time to get ready"
I get up and go dizzy so sit back down
Keira-"baba?"
Olivia-"yeah im fine just a little dizzy"
Keira-"have you had enough to eat and drink?"
Olivia-"i dont know"
Keira-"come on lets get you ready?"
Olivia-"mama my legs feel weak, i feel like i cant walk, and my m..my arms feel weird"
Keira-"okay baba don't start making your breathing faster, slow it down your okay, ill grab you a cereal bar or something"
Olivia-"o..o..ok"
She quickly goes downstairs and grabs me a shreddies bar and some chocolate
Keira-"here baba eat that"
I eat it
Keira-"sit for 5"
5 minutes pass
Keira-"how do you feel"
Olivia-"a bit better thanks mama"
Keira-"you ok to train"
Olivia-"obviously"
Keira-"get dressed then come down"
I get changed into my training kit
I go downstairs
Lucy-"ready?"
I nod
We quickly get in the car
Olivia-"are you training to?"
Keira-"no not today so we will watch you"
Olivia-"oh ok"
I start fiddling with my fingers and my leg starts bouncing
My mum's are both sat in the front so my nerves start to increase and no one can stop them
I notice keira turn around but my eyes cant focus "olivia, olivia, olivia!" She says repeatedly. I dont reply. "Lu stop a sec" she says while climbing over to the back
"Olivia hands"
She takes me hands and squeezes them, she puts a hand on my knee
Keira-"liv, breathe"
Olivia-"t..t..they probably all hate me"
Keira-"if they all hated you, they wouldnt come and of got me and lu when you collapsed"
Olivia-"o..o..only cuz they had to"
Keira-"no liv, they like you, they think your a good player, so stop thinking about this and look at me"
I try but my eyes cant focus on her
Keira-"olivia eyes"
Olivia-"i...i can't"
Keira-"liv, stop. Calm down. You can do this, your nervous because youve been away, you are okay"
She holds my hands tonight so i cant move them to scratch
I realise im digging my nails into her hands
Olivia-"sorry mama" i quickly say and look down
Keira-"its okay baba"
Lucy-"were there now"
Keira-"you ready?"
Olivia-"i..i..i think"
We get out
I feel my hands shaking
Mum grabs one
Lucy-"go smash it babygirl"
Olivia-"thats my line"
Lucy-"well now its both our lines"
She gives me a quick hug before i head to the pitch
Coach-"morning everyone, welcome back Olivia, today is out last training session before the first game of the season"
We train
Coach-"well trained everybody, we are at the academy pitches saturday, meet at 9.30 for 10am kick"
Ivy-"hey olivia"
Olivia-"hiya how you been?"
Ivy-"ive been alright how come you were off?"
Olivia-"oh i uh, i go to the England camps with my mum's"
Ivy-"oh ok thats cool"
Sophia-"hi olivia glad your back"
Olivia-"yeah"
Ella-"hii olivia are you ok?"
Olivia-"yeah im alright el you?"
Ella-"im alright thanks"
Feeling overwhelmed with the questions and the people i quickly tell them "i have to go now ill see you Saturday" they say bye and i quickly to go my mum's
Lucy-"well trained you"
Keira-"yeah you did well today"
Olivia-"thanks"
Lucy-"i need to talk to you at home liv"
Olivia-"ok everything ok?"
Lucy-"yeah about two things"
Olivia-"okay"
We get home
Lucy-"kei baby do you want to start cooking?"
Keira-"yeah ill just do some spaghetti is that okay?"
Olivia-"mmmmmm"
Keira-"ill take that as a yes"
All of a sudden an excited little westie comes running to the door
Olivia-"NARLAAAAAA!"
She barks and i run after her
Lucy-"liv can i talk to you in 5 please"
Olivia-"of course mum" i reply with evident worry
Lucy-"nothing bad i promise, very good actually, very serious though"
Im so confused
5 minutes pass
Lucy-"can we go upstairs?"
Olivia-"sure?"
Lucy-"kei can you stay down here while i talk to liv please"
Keira-"yeah go ahead babe"
She takes me upstairs into her room
Im scared
Lucy-"sit down please"
I reluctantly sit down
She sits next to me
Lucy-"liv so ill say the least important thing first"
Olivia-"mum please just speak your scaring me"
Lucy-"okok, so you didnt just join the academy because we wanted you to did you?"
Olivia-"no. I am so bloody grateful for the opportunity to it and i missed playing"
Lucy-"ok now serious thing right when i tell you this i need you to be quiet ok"
Olivia-"ok?"
Lucy-"right babygirl, i have loved your mama for many years and now the fact you do aswell makes me want to do this even more, ive been thinking about it for a long time but i needed to get the most important persons advise first because if you dont think i should then i wont, so babygirl what do you think about me making your mama a bronze-walsh just like yo-" i dont let her finish her sentence as i jump into her arms
Olivia-"YES YES YES YES!" I scream
Lucy-"thank you babygirl, ill need your help though"
Olivia-"of course ill help you mum"
Lucy-"i love you babygirl"
Olivia-"i love you more mum"
Lucy-"come on lets go down"
I dont move instead i just hold onto my mum, pure ecstatic running through me