86. I need to tell you all something

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Olivia's pov-
I have training today, as im scared, what would ivy do to me, what would she say to me, would she hurt me, say more stuff, luckily my mums will be there, we have gym and then a training session so ill be telling the team after training, so i can quickly leave without being bombarded my questions, training is early today at 10, i tell the coach i need to speak to the team after training and she says its fine. I get to training and see ivy straight away but put my head and down and hold mums hand.
Lucy-"ignore her liv"
I nod walking to the gym
Ivy-"liv"
No response
Ivy-"be like that then"
The anger builds but i continue my run when millie comes over
Millie-"everything ok liv?" I nod
Millie-"are you sure?"
I nod, she walks off and i carry on running until we get called to the pitches, i train hard and at the game at the end im put on the same team as ivy, normally id be buzzing but after recent events i am not. She doesnt pass to me the whole time until our teams captain speaks up.
Sarah-"IVY PASS TO LIV, SHES BEEN OPEN ABOUT 10 TIMES!"
She finally passes but its a really shit ball but luckily i get it to and score, i feel like laughing in her face but pf course i dont.
The game ends our team winning 3-2, it was not fun to be on the same team as ivy but here we are, she was the one to react like that. We go into the changing rooms and i stand up.
Coach-"girls olivia has something to tell you all"
I stand up and slightly clear my throat, before i start speaking ivy walks off, i sigh but carry on
Olivia-"i uhm, barca put in an offer in for me and i..i..i accepted" i dig my nails into my palm waiting for an answer, they all jump up and engulf me in a hug but millie stays longer squeezing extra tight.
Millie-"im so proud of you"
Olivia-"least someone is"
Millie-"what? We all are"
Olivia-"look around, someone isnt" i shake my head, tears forming
Millie-"what? She isnt?" I shake my head
Olivia-"she went mad when i told her yesterday"
Millie-"come here" she hugs me
Sarah-"were gonna miss you mate"
Olivia-"youll all be fine, its me who won't be"
Millie-"liv can i talk to you?"
I follow her into a quieter room
Millie-"ill always be here no matter what, is it over between you two?" I nod
Olivia-"yeah, mum kinda kicked her out yesterday" i laugh
Millie-"good she shouldve, she shouldnt be like that, come here" she gives me another hug "im gonna miss you so much"
Olivia-"ill miss you two mil, ive still got to tell all the adults aswell"
Millie-"you can do this liv"
I nod, the tears slowly forming but millie wiping them away
Millie-"ah ah dont cry, this is amazing, this is good"
I nod "come on lets go" we go back to the changing rooms, i grab my boots and walk out, ivy coming in at the same time, i walk past her but she grabs my arm, the fear evident in my face.
Olivia-"get the fuck off me"
Ivy-"can we talk"
Olivia-"g..g...get off me" i feel like i have no control over this
Ivy-"please"
Olivia-"g...g..get o..o-"
Millie-"ivy she said get off so get the fuck off!"
She lets go and millie takes me out to my mums. Shes rubbing up and down my arms
Millie-"shshsh weve got you, your okay"
I put my head on her shoulder as we walk, we soon meet my mum's and i collapse into keiras arms busting into tears.
Keira-"baba?"
Lucy-"millie?"
Millie-"ivy grabbed her arm trying to speak to her but she wouldnt let go so i had to get her off, you could see the fear on her face bless her and she just wouldn't let go"
The tears are streaming down my face, ivy walks past
Ivy-"oh dont be so pathetic i only grabbed your arm"
Mum goes to get up but mama tells her no
Keira-"lucy"
She keeps her eyes fixated on ivy
Keira-"lucy look at me"
"Lucy now"
"Lucy dont make me"
"Lucia, now"
"Lucia Roberta Tough Bronze look at me right now"
She looks at mama
"No lucy"
She nods and turns back to me and strokes my head
Lucy-"its okay babygirl, shell be gone soon"
I nod and realise ive soaked mamas shirt
Olivia-"oh sorry mama, ive got your shirt all wet"
Keira-"its okay darling, dont worry about that"
Lucy-"come on lets go home"
Olivia-"millie?"
Millie-"yeah?"
Olivia-"thank you, ill miss you"
Millie-"im always here, ill miss you even more"
Olivia-"ill see you soon, i promise"
She nods and goes to her car where her mom is, i see her wipe her eyes like shes crying, she turns her head and waves at me when she drives off also blowing me a kiss. I wave back and then shes gone. Im gonna miss her, i thought id miss ivy but you know. I get in the car and we head home, we all snuggle up and put the West Ham vs Tottenham game on. I fall asleep snuggled with them, this is gonna be one of the things i miss the most, the closeness with my mums, how am i meant to sleep? I was never able to sleep on my own. Oh god, lets hope this is good.
AUTHORS NOTES-
Wow what a twist from ivy right? But millie bless her what a sweetheart, and yes, yes i am talking about thesw characters i have made up but you know, its ok guys, love you all, AND BARCA  SUPERCOPA CHAMPIONS OF COURSE💙❤️

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