How are you my mum?

91. Can you?

TW-SH
Olivia's pov-
The girls all dried off, sat about and talked a bit and then all went home, its about 3pm now. I put station 19 back on holding my bear.
Alexia-"hey chica do you want anything from the shop?"
Olivia-"uh no im alright thanks"
Alexia-"okay i won't be long carino"
She leaves, i find myself in the kitchen with a knife, why im here i dont know, well i do because this takes all my pain away from missing my mum's onto the pain of the cuts, im causing alexia to many problems and my mum's dont need to know i miss them, i bring the knife onto my arm and push it down, it hurts bad but i domt think about my mums, i dont go to deep as alexia cant know, i cut and cut when i realise that im bleeding bad.
Olivia-"fuck"
I run upstairs to my bedroom, clean myself up and hide the knife, alexia would kill me, so would my mum's, i hear the door open
Alexia-"chica?"
Olivia-"im in the shower"
Alexia-"are you ok"
Olivia-"all good"
Alexia's pov-
I put my keys down and walk into the kitchen to start making dinner, im making spaghetti bolognese to try and get liv to have some, i do feel sorry for her but she needs to start eating again she cant get ill, her mums would kill me, but thats all she needs? Just her mums? Yes, she does, there all she needs, i see blood on the kitchen side i think nothing of it but then i see more on the floor, what in the world? Olivia comes down
Alexia-"hey carino, im making some spaghetti bolognese?"
She nods "would you like some"
Olivia-"no thanks"
Alexia-"come on chica you need some queirda?" She shakes her head so i pull out my phone, i want to message her mums but i also dont want to bother them, i should be able to look after her, i unlock my phone already to see messages from keira.
📳Keira W-
Keira-
Hey alexia, i just want to thank you so much for living with liv, i know shes not tje easiest so thank you! Any problems just message me, keira xx
Alexia-
Hey Keira, of course id live with her, sje really is a diamond to he honest but shes struggling keira, really bad, i dont know what to do
Keira-
Oh Alexia im so sorry you shouldnt have to cope with this, uhm whats she struggling mostly with?
Alexia-
Everything Keira, mostly eating and sleeping
Keira-
Oh god the worst two erm
Alexia-
Im sorry i shouldnt of disturbed you

I lock my phone, it keeps going off but i ignore it knowing who it is.
Olivia-"ale your phones going mad"
Alexia-"i know, leave it, its fine"
Olivia-"are you sure? It doesnt seem fine"
Alexia-"yeah leave it its fine chica"
Olivia-"okay"
Alexia-"maybe take your hoodie off chica?"
My phone starts ringing
I leave it ring seeing the contact
Olivia-"ale?"
Alexia-"yeah ill just answer it quick ok chica?"
She nods and i go outside and answer it
📞Keira-"ALEXIA YOU CANT JUST IGNORE MY MESSAGES!"
Alexia-"hey hey hey, dont shout at me, i shouldnt of bothered you"
Keira-"yes you fucking should of shes my daughter"
Alexia-"i know im sorry keira, shes struggling"
Keira-"why alexia"
Alexia-"she wont eat, she cant sleep even with me with her, shes crying all most everyday and she wont take her hoodie off"
Keira-"oh no"
Alexia-"oh no?"
Keira-"oh no indeed ale, this is bad"
Alexia-"how bad?"
Keira-"ots getting to the point of where i first met her"
Alexia-"oh"
Keira-"im sorry ale"
I tear up knowing this must be bad
Alexia-"she needs you keira, and lucy"
Keira-"i know, i wish i could just grab her and cuddle her but i cant"
Alexia-"i know keira, try not worry si?
Keira-"no"
Alexia-"keira try not to worry si?"
Keira-"si"
Alexia-"ill text you later okay?"
Keira-"okay bye ale, thank you"
Alexia-"of course keira"
I hang up and go back inside
Olivia-"everything ok ale?"
Alexia-"yeah dont worry"
I make a tea before serving dinner
Alexia-"do you want some, just a bit? For keira?"
Olivia-"f...for k..keira?"
Alexia-"for keira carino?"
She sighs
"Shell be so proud querida"
Olivia-"j..j..just a tiny bit?"
Alexia-"of course chica"
I serve her some, we both sit down, i watch as olivia eats
Olivia-"i feel sick"
I look in her bowl, shes ate about half of what i gave her, which isnt really much but its a lot more than whats sjes been eating recently
Alexia-"well done carino, thats okay, ill tell keira"
She nods
📳Keira W-
Alexia-
Liv ate today keira, just a bit of spaghetti bolognese, i told her she had to for you
Keira-
Thank you for everything ale

I put my phone away and wash up the bowls
Olivia-"ale can we play football?"
Alexia-"yes of course ill be right out"
I meet her in the garden and we start playing, i win 3-2
Olivia-"ugh your too good, aleee"
Alexia-"yes?"
Olivia-"csn you watch station 19 with me, p..please?" She asks looking down
Alexia-"of course i can chica, come on, ill grab you a drink and blanket." I grab the stuff and sit back with her, it already being on
Alexia-"so favourite?"
Olivia-"maya, that blonde fit one"
Alexia-"wow she is pretty"
Olivia-"i know, and i like her wife, carina"
Alexia-"ah yes, and andy, andy herrera, the Spanish, mwah"
She laughs, "that smiles cute"
She slightly blhshes, after a few episodes she falls asleep, i tuck her in to her lucy blanket and turn off her programme putting netflix on.
I fall asleep slightly after.
AUTHORS NOTES-
If anyone has any ideas it would help as i have some but its to early to put them in so any would help! Love you all🤍x