Fate

Ch. 71 🔞

🔞Mature content in this chapter; strong language and sexual content🔞
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Wei Wuxian's POV

Lan Zhan and I have not left our room for a couple days. Yibo or Zhan has been kind enough to bring food up for us but they understood that Lan Zhan and I needed some privacy. Right now, Lan Zhan and I were naked in bed and he was inside me. My arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. My face in the crook of his neck as he made me feel like I was the only person in the world. The reason my face was also hidden, was because I was crying. Being like this with him, it made me realize somethings.

How could I ever think to do anything on my own again when I have someone like him who loves me more than anyone else?

How could I ever think that pushing him away would solve anything?

My heart ached thinking about it and I had more guilt sitting in the pit of my stomach now than I ever had before. I had this guilt when I was blamed for Lotus Pier. I had this guilt when I was known as the killer of my shijie and her husband. I also had this guilt because I let down all of those Dafan Wens because I could not protect them as much as I wanted. I felt like I failed again and again and again. It seemed that Lan Zhan started to noticed something was wrong because he suddenly stopped moving and placed his hand on the back of my head.

"What's wrong? Am I hurting you?" He asked.

I shook my head and I realized that I was trembling, "No, you are not hurting me..." I said, "I hurt you and I am sorry."

Lan Zhan pulled back a bit to look at me, "You didn't hurt me."

"But I did," I said, "I have failed, again, and again, and again. I am beating myself up because I thought I could do better on my own. I thought it would be better to push you away again...but I was wrong and this guilt—"

Lan Zhan kissed me to stop me from talking. He pulled his hips back and slammed back into me. I pull away from the kiss and let out a loud moan. Lan Zhan looked down at me with a sly grin on his face, "You talk like that more, I go harder," he warned, and then lowered his head so he was inches away from mine, his lips brushed against mine as he spoke more, "My Love, you have always done everything on your own, many have always depended on you but you have yet to learn to depend on others," he pulls back and slammed into me again, making me grunts, "You," he thrust hard with each word, "Did. Not. Fail!"

I was so dazed from being slammed numb. If he was going to get a point across, he won. This was definitely a way to get my attention...Fuck!

"Everything I am doing now," he continued, "You. Get. What. You. Deserve," each word, each thrust, it was torture but so stimulating, "Do. Not. Cum. Until. I. Say!" He grabbed my arms and pinned them above my head, "nothing to say?"

I blinked a couple times to try and gather some thought. I was so muddle brained right now that I couldn't find words, "let—me cum," I begged, I was holding it back and it ached so badly. I wanted so badly to let it out.

"No!" Lan Zhan said as he pulled out and flipped me over to my stomach. He had me up on my knees and hands and within seconds he slammed back into me. He grabbed my red ribbon and tied my arms behind my back, "how is this?"

I grinned and looked back at him from over my shoulder, "Er-GeGe, you like tying me up?" I asked, "huh, Lan-Er-GeGe?"

He growled and slammed into me hard. I let out a scream, "are there...talismans...on the wall?" I asked.

"Yes!" He said, "I want to hear you loud and clear," he fisted my hair and pulled my head back slightly. He leaned over me and his other hand wrapped around my throat. I felt his teeth sink into my shoulder as his thrusts continued to be brutal in the best way.

"Oh, Lan-Er-Gege, please let me cum!" I begged, "I need it. I will do anything. Please let me cum!"

I felt his lips curl into a smile against my skin, "cum with me, I'm close," he said and moved faster.

His hand wrapped around under me and gripped my cock. His hand on me only made me lose it completely. I came just as I felt his warm fluids filling me up. I leaned down with my face planted on the bed, gasping for air and my arms still bound behind my back. The way I was lying, my ass was up in the air and Lan Zhan was still inside of me.

"Don't mind if I do," he said and began to move again.

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I have to admit, I needed that few days with Lan Zhan. The animalistic sex we have almost seemed therapeutic for me. After all that sex, I was so much calmer and relaxed. I felt more at ease and I was able to just lay there with Lan Zhan and cuddle. It was something the two of us really needed. We had just cleaned up and took a shower. I could barely stand so Lan Zhan had to help me but he didn't mind in the least. After the shower, we dressed into something more comfortable. This world has interesting clothes compared to the robes we wore all the time. I was where what is called black sweatpants and a black t-shirt. Lan Zhan wore something similar but his sweatpants were a light gray and his shirt was white. He has always preferred light to white clothes...then again, it's a family thing.

Lan Zhan and I laid down together and just cuddled. It was something I desperately needed. I worried him to death and he needed me beside him as reassurance that I was here and alive. I haven't yet talked about what I endured, Lan Zhan has not asked either. I do not know what he and the others witnessed because I had passed out before they arrived or I was very disoriented to know what was happening. All I knew was that I was in pain. I don't even know how things went when I was gone. I am sure we will talk about it, but that will be later. I am sure everyone else needs some time to recover from it all too, not just me and Lan Zhan.