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Regulus

James walks away and I feel guilt consume me.
I shake it off and decide to go talk with my brother.
I return to Sirius' car expecting James to already be there, but he's not.
"Hey, Reg, where's James?" Asks Sirius
"Dunno, he walked off" I reply shrugging
"Oh. Did you need me for something?" Asks Sirius as I come and sit down on the bench opposite the one him and Sirius are sat on.
"I just wanted to tell you that I've been selected to be a spy for the Death Eaters, but when I get a chance I'm going to Dumbledore and asking him to help me become a double agent" I explain
"I thought that might happen, I assume he's trying to get you to prove the loyalty of the"Nobel House of Black" or some shit like that?" Asks Sirius. I nod.
"He tortured Father in the meeting over Christmas after he found out Father failed to get you to take the Mark" I reply
"How did he find out about me?" Asks Sirius
"Someone told him" I reply warily
"Who?" Asks Sirius
"You can't do anything about it, Sirius, so if I tell you, you need to promise that you won't do anything, if they know you know what they said they'll know I told you and they'll tell the Dark Lord I'm a spy for the Order" I explain
"Who was it, Regulus?" Asks Sirius
"Snape" I confess
Sirius clenches his jaw "That slimy git" he says through gritted teeth
"Sirius" I warn
"I won't do anything to him unless he gives me a reason to but he's lucky I'm not hunting him down right now" Sirius replies
"Thank you" I say relieved.
I finish up my conversation with Sirius and leave his train car, going to find Arlo who I haven't seen yet.
I find him in a car on his own.
"Hey there, stranger" I say with a grin. Arlo smiles at me and walks over to me, pulling me in for a kiss. I kiss him back and he pulls my hips closer so that our bodies are flat against each other.
I can feel him harden through his jeans as the kiss deepens so I snake my hand down his body and rest it on his crotch. His breath hitches and he grinds into my hand, searching for friction. I grip him and he stifles a moan in a kiss. I then remove my hand and he sighs. He grinds his hips into mine. His hand grips my erection through my jeans and I moan into him. He rubs his hand up and down, adding significant pressure so I gain the friction I so desperately crave.
"Mmm James" I moan
His hand stills and he steps back and I stare at him in horror
"What did you just call me?" Asks Arlo, his tone low and level but I can tell he's angry with me "Arlo, I" I begin but he shakes his head and interrupts me "Do you just see me as a substitute for him do you? Have you been fucking him this whole time? Am I not enough for you?" Asks Arlo
"No, Arlo, I- I don't know why his name came out of my mouth" I reply, panic rising within me
"I'm so fucking stupid to think you were over him"
"I'm trying"
"Are you? Tell me honestly, Regulus, am I the only one you've been fucking since you broke up with James?"
I don't answer him and he scoffs
"So you have been sleeping with James?"
"I haven't slept with him since November"
"November? You broke up with him in fucking September, Regulus"
"We never made things exclusive, Arlo, I never promised to only sleep with you"
"I thought that was implied when you told me you wanted to be with me at some point if I just gave you time. I've given you time, and this is what you do?"
"Well maybe if you had communicated we could have smoothed things out"
"Or maybe you should stop bending over every time James Potter breathes in your fucking direction"
"I beg your fucking pardon"
"I bet you do. Seems you beg for a bit more than that"
I clench my fists, I feel an urge to strike him, but I won't, I won't stoop that low.
"I won't stand here and listen to you slut shame me because you can't fucking communicate"
He walks back over to me so there's barely any space between us and he grips my chin with his hand, so hard it feels as though my jaw is locked
"You want communication? Fine. Let me make myself crystal fucking clear, you're mine, Regulus, not James Potter's, he had his chance with you and I won't let him ruin my chance because he realised his mistake too late. You. Are. Mine" he says through clenched teeth. I can barely breathe, his face is so close to mine and I want to be angry but the way he's gripping me, the way he's talking, the way he looks, I just want to rip all of his clothes off.
His grip on my jaw loosens and he moves his hand down to my throat. He chokes me lightly as his lips smash into mine and he kisses me hard. There is no love in this kiss, just lust and anger. He holds my body against his and continues to grind into me.
"You're mine" He growls into my mouth as he removes my shirt.
"I'm yours" I say as he kisses down my neck.
"Mine. Mine. Mine" he says between kisses.
He removes his jeans after removing mine. He pushes me down onto the train bench and puts himself between my legs. He enters me and we both gasp.
"Say my name Regulus" he says as he thrusts into me. I can barely think with the pace he's thrusting into me at. He looms over me and has his hand around my throat again, not to choke me, but to hold me possessively. "Say. My. Fucking. Name" He demands as he deepens his thrusts
"Arlo" I moan out as he continues to thrust into me mercilessly.
"Say my name" he demands
"Arlo"
"You're mine"
"I'm yours"
His possessiveness is so unbelievably attractive it takes everything in me not to climax when he told me to say his name. I finish at the same time as him and he pulls out of me and immediately starts to redress.
"Don't ever say his fucking name again" Arlo warns before he leaves the car.
I slowly redress as I process the events that just took place and whether I should be worried that I found that behaviour extremely attractive.
I leave the car and go to find Barty and Evan.
I find them and take a seat across from them.
"Hey, Reggie" says Evan
"Hey" I reply, trying to sound normal but I feel a bit dazed as I recount my interaction with Arlo. But then I remember I saw Barty at the Death Eater meeting and I decide that can be our topic of conversation.
"Barty" I say and he looks at me "I noticed you picked up an...extra curricular over Christmas" I say.
He swallows and slowly nods "You're right, Regulus, I did" Barty replies
"What?" Asks Evan
"I joined a club" Barty states nonchalantly
"That's one way to put it" I reply
"What sort of club?" Asks Evan
"Don't worry about it, Ev" Barty states, now visibly uncomfortable
"You had better not be keeping things from me, Barty" Evan says, his tone sharp
"Regulus, couldn't have kept your mouth shut for a bit longer?" Asks Barty
"Don't turn this on Regulus, you're the one keeping secrets" Evan states accusingly
Barty turns his attention to Evan and he looks sombre "Baby, I was going to tell you, I was just waiting until we were alone" he says softly, stroking Evan's cheek
"Tell me now" Evan says sadly
"I joined the Death Eaters" Barty says
Evan stills and moves his face away from Barty's hand "You did what?" He asks
"I did it to spite my Father" Barty replies defensively
"That's always your fucking excuse" Evan points out exhaustedly
"This time he actually deserves it. Mother isn't well. It's not looking good, she has a few years left if she's lucky. She's dying, Ev, and he wants to ship her off to St Mungos and pay someone to care for her full-time. Out of sight, out of mind sort of thing. She's the only one I have in that house that loves me. If he makes her leave I'll have no one at home, I'll be alone. I can't let him do it, I won't. I need her, I need her to stay alive. I need her to stay home"
For the first time since Regulus has met Barty, Barty seems vulnerable. He sounds like a lost little boy, a child who's scared. I feel guilty, I didn't realise he hadn't told Evan. It's stupid but I didn't realise his and Evan's relationship was so...real so...serious. I thought it was an easy going, open thing.
Evan cups Barty's face in his hands. I feel as though I'm intruding on an intimate moment, but I also don't think leaving would be any better it would just ruin their moment. "You should have just told me, you know I would have understood. I hate when you keep things from me" Evan says
"I know, baby, I'm sorry" Barty replies.
They kiss and I look away, to give them a small bit of privacy. Suddenly, the car door opens and Lily Evans appears.
"Regulus, can I talk to you?" She asks. I nod and walk out with her.
"What's up, Lily?" I ask
"I need you to stay away from James" she says
"I'm sorry?" I ask, a little taken aback by the demand
"You heard me" Lily states
"No, yes I did, what I meant was, why?" I ask, still rather shocked at her bluntness, she's supposed to be nice.
"I know he still loves you, maybe he's still in love with you, and he won't ever be able to love me in that way if you're still an option to him" Lily replies
"I'm not an option to him"
"Regulus please, I know he was still sleeping with you after you broke up, I know he still loves you"
"I'm sleeping with someone else, Lily, I'm not an option to him"
"Look, just stay away from him, please, maybe I'm being selfish but he won't ever love me if he still loves you"
"I can't stay away from him he's best friends with my brother. I get your insecurities but if you're worried he won't love you simply because he can see and talk to me then maybe you shouldn't be with him"
"I love him, Regulus, I'm not going to let him go when I finally have him"
"You had so many chances to have him for years Lily, you only changed your tune when he got involved with me"
"It was unfortunate timing. You had your chance with him, you threw it away, you have someone else now, make that clear to him at least if you aren't going to stay away from him"
"He knows about Arlo, Lily, I'm not sure how much clearer I can make it, do you want Arlo to bend me over and take me in front of him?"
"I don't know, Regulus, I just need him to love me"
"And I'm sure he will but I'm not going to make that happen"
Lily sighs and shakes her head deciding that this conversation is fruitless. She looks like she wants to say something else but decides against it and instead she turns and walks away and I return to the train car with Evan and Barty.

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Hello there my lovelies!

Here is a spicy chapter with some possessive spice.
Also I have a question for you all: would we be comfortable with a jegulily chapter...like a three way? Ik it sounds odd but idk some people like that, do we think that fits the vibe for this fic? Anyways, i hope you enjoyed this one! I'll catch you in the next one! Until then, have a great day, lovelies!

Stay wonderful!

All my everlasting love,
Blue<3