StarChaser// Jegulus||✔️

James

TW: Violence, mentions of domestic violence

The evening after meeting Regulus at the Astronomy Tower I'm sat in the corner of the common room with a charms book, but I'm not really reading it.
The portrait swings open and I look up only to see Lily walk in. I roll my eyes and look back down at my book, but I notice that she's making a beeline for me.
"James" she says and I look up
"What?" I ask, a slight edge to my tone because I'm still mad at her
"Can we talk?" She asks
"That depends, you going to try and justify what you did? Defend Snape like you always do? Go on, Lils, lay it on me, what have you got in store for me today?" I ask
"Fuck, James, can I catch a fucking break"
"No, actually, you can't, because you can't seem to grasp the gravity of the situation here"
"I get it now"
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I understand, he's like the only person you actively hate, he's done horrible things and I shouldn't have slept with him, I should have understood that it would have hurt you, and I'm sorry that I didn't think about that"
I sigh and rake a hand through my hair "It just doesn't take away from the fact that you did it, why did you even sleep with him? Because it's obviously not for his raw sex appeal"
"I don't know, James, he was there, he was being nice, he was showering me in compliments, he was making me feel good and well, since him and I have been friends for a while I always wondered if I should sleep with him at least once"
"Right"
"Are you ever going to let this go?"
"I don't know"
"What now then?"
"I don't think we should be in a relationship"
"You're breaking up with me?"
"Maybe we should stick to friends with benefits or something, it's obvious you don't want to be tied down to just one person, at least not right now, and there's nothing wrong with that, I'd just rather give you the freedom to do that with a no strings attached sort of thing"
Lily just stares at me, almost dumbfounded before she slowly nods "yeah, sure, okay, that works" Lily says absentmindedly before she walks away.
Later on in the dorm room, Sirius bursts in with Regulus hot on his heels.
"What are you doing, Sirius?" Regulus is asking quickly
"Look, Regulus, just leave this with me" Sirius replies
"No, Sirius, just leave it, it's nothing" Regulus pleads
"It is not fucking nothing, Reg, don't try and defend him, no one lays a hand on you" Sirius replies
"Woah, what's gone on?" I ask
"Regulus' little shit of a boyfriend thought he'd lay a hand on him" Sirius replies
"Arlo hit you?" I ask, turning my attention to Regulus
"It's really not as bad as it sounds" Regulus replies, hiding his face from me. I grab his chin and check his face over, there's a hint of a red mark on his face "Fucking hell, Reg, how hard did he slap you?" I ask
"Just leave it, will you? Both of you" Regulus says exasperatedly
"No, Regulus, usually I do what you want, I hardly ever say no to you, but I will not budge on this one" Sirius replies
"Pads, what are you planning to do?" I ask worriedly
"That's what I came to consult you about. Do I beat him senseless, yes or no?" Asks Sirius
"No, I think threaten first, see how he reacts, maybe then throw a punch in there, but hold off on a beating" I advise
"Fuck sake" Regulus curses
"Oh come with if you must, Reg, but I won't let him get away with this" Sirius replies sternly
Regulus sighs and drags his hand over his face "fine" he grumbles and Sirius walks off without another word, Regulus quickly follows and I tag along too in case Sirius gets out of hand.
We get down to the dungeons pretty quickly given the speed that Sirius is moving at. "Reg, what's the password?" Asks Sirius, suddenly seeming to realise that he is, in fact, not a Slytherin.
"Pureblood" Regulus says and Sirius rolls his eyes
"Of course it is" Sirius sighs as the portrait swings open and we step inside.
Regulus takes the lead, showing us to Arlo's dorm. When we get there, Sirius bashes his fist against the door and I'm convinced if he continued, he would have bashed the door down, but Arlo does open the door.
"Holy shit, what the fuck is the matter?" Arlo asks as he opens the door, stopping when he sees me, Sirius and Regulus in the door frame.
He chuckles, it's cold and low and humourless.
"Oh come on, Regulus, you can't fight your own battles? You even brought your ex boyfriend along" Arlo taunts, Sirius goes to talk but barely has the chance to because Arlo pushes him out of the way and heads over to me, he grabs me by the neck of my shirt and slams me against the wall.
"Arlo, stop" Regulus says angrily but Arlo ignores him
"I don't think you understand how much I hate you, James Potter" Arlo says through gritted teeth
"The feeling is most assuredly mutual" I reply
I don't see it coming
Arlo's fist collides with my face before I can even draw in my next breath
"Holy fuck" I curse
That's all I can say before he punches me again, and again, and I can't even retaliate, because he's restraining me.
He's soon being ripped away from me.
"Can I hit him now, James?" Asks Sirius
"Not yet" I reply
I walk over to Arlo who is now being restrained by Sirius and I punch him square in the face. He groans and slumps slightly
"Now you can hit him" I say
Sirius punches Arlo too and throws him back into his room, slamming him into the floor before leaving the room and shutting the door behind him, leaving this scenario completely unscathed...unlike me.
"You go back, Sirius, I'll clean James' face" Regulus says and Sirius nods, walking off, leaving the both of us.
Regulus guides me to his dorm room, which is lacking a Barty and an Evan, which is good for us, because it means less questions. Regulus has me sit down on his bed before walking into his bathroom.
"Fuck, James, I'm so sorry" Regulus says solemnly as he re-enters the room with a basin full of water and a cloth
"Hey, it's okay, it's not your fault" I reply softly
Regulus sits down next to me and tenderly cups my cheek in his hand, turning my head to inspect my busted lip, a cut over my eyebrow and my most likely black eye.
"Fuck" he curses under his breath. I cup his face in my hands
"Hey, don't beat yourself up over this, okay? You didn't know he was a bad guy"
"I just hate that I think I might still love him"
"That's okay"
Regulus says nothing and dips the cloth in the water, wringing it out in the basin before he dabs it against my eyebrow, I wince and inhale sharply.
"I'm sorry, baby, I'll be as quick and as gentle as I can" Regulus says softly.
Baby
He's called me that a few times, I'm scared to bring it up in case he stops, so instead I pretend he didn't say it, and I let him tend to my wounds. I watch him and he takes my breath away.
"You're staring" Regulus points out
"I know" I reply
"Have I got something on my face?" Asks Regulus
"No, you just have a pretty face" I reply
Regulus' hand freezes over my lips for a moment before he slowly continues to clean it with the cloth "did I say something wrong?" I ask, furrowing my brow
"No. It's just, when you say things like that it makes my heart flutter and when that happens I want to kiss you" Regulus replies.
I slowly move his hand away from my face "you can kiss me at any time, I mean that"
"I don't want to hurt you, James"
"You won't"
"You don't know that"
"Then hurt me, use me, have me when you want me, do what you want to me, Regulus, just as long as I get to have you too. The problem is, is that as long as I'm around you, I'll continue to give you my heart, no matter how many times it breaks I'll wrap it up and return it to you every time, Regulus. You're like an addiction, you are my drug and I cannot get enough of you"
"Fuck, James, you can't say shit like that"
"I mean it, Regulus, every word, I'm yours for as long as you want me to be"
Regulus places the basin down and kisses me, really kisses me. I kiss him back, running my hand up his cheek and into his hair, gripping at his hair, he runs his hand up and down my back.
He lays me down and straddles me, still kissing me. His hands have travelled into my hair and he's pulling at it and that shit is driving me insane. I lift my hips up into his as he tugs at my hair
"So needy for me" Regulus whispers in my ear before nibbling on my ear lobe and-
"Holy fuck" I curse out loud
"You like that, baby?" Asks Regulus and I nod
"Use your words for me, baby" Regulus prompts.
I like dominant Regulus, dominant Regulus is sexy as fuck, we can keep him.
"Fuck please" I say as I buck my hips up again
"Please what? You want me to move?" Asks Regulus
"Please" I whimper and he does, he grinds his hips against mine. I bury my head into his shoulder and let out a shuddering groan as the pleasure from the friction surges through my system "good boy" Regulus coos
Oh
He continues to grind his hips as he unbuttons my shirt and I unbutton his trousers. We stop only to take our clothes off.
Regulus spreads my legs and positions himself between them "Is this what you want?" Asks Regulus and I nod "Yes, is it what you want?" I ask
"Definitely" Regulus replies before closing the space between us, kissing me as he enters me. I break away from the kiss to gasp at the feeling and Regulus lets out a throaty moan "Merlin, baby, you feel so good" he moans, throwing his head back
"Fuck do that again" I say
"Do what?" He asks breathlessly as he begins to thrust into me
"Throw your head back like that, you looked so good" I reply
"Fuck" Regulus curses as he throws his head back again.
He looks so good.
He always looks so good.
As he thrusts into me, his hand snakes down my body, and he wraps his hand around my length and begins to pump his hand up and down, sending extra waves of pleasure all throughout my body, causing me to sputter and moan.
"Good Boy" Regulus says in my ear before nibbling on my ear lobe once more.
Holy shit.
"Fuck, Regulus don't stop please" I beg as I feel my climax blooming in the pit of my stomach.
Regulus removes his hand from my length and grips my wrists with his hands and pins them down to the bed as his thrusts increase.
I finish before him and his thrusts grow sloppier as he rides out his high. When we're both finished, Regulus lays on top of me, trying to even out his breathing.
"I think you should be on top more" I say
"Really?" Asks Regulus
"Yes, that was ridiculously hot" I reply
Regulus grins and places a kiss on my chest. He then traces circles on my chest as he looks at me "Did you patch things up with Lily?" Asks Regulus
"Not exactly, we agreed to just do friends with benefits again, she doesn't seem to want to be tied to one person which I can respect" I reply
Regulus simply nods "Reg, don't go back to him please" I say
"I won't" He replies
"I mean it, he's no good for you, and you deserve the world"
"I love you"
"You don't have to say that because I'm being nice"
"No, I mean it, James, I love you"
"I love you too"
I kiss his forehead and he lays on my chest until the two of us fall asleep.

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Hello there my lovelies!

We have some angst, some violence, some spice, some love, we have it all here really. Also, I'm really sorry for the lack of a TW in the previous chapter, I will add that in. I also just wanted to preface that I am aware that domestic violence situations are not easy to get out of in the slightest, I didn't want to give the impression that they were, I got Regulus out of his situation with Arlo relatively easily because I have never been subject to a physically abusive relationship and would be unable to accurately represent one which I believe would be insensitive. However, I will add some helpline numbers below for anyone that maybe subject to an abusive situation:

+448082000247 (UK)
1-800-799-SAFE(7233) or TTY (US)
999 (British Police)
911 (US police)

I don't have a broad range of numbers but these can be helpful to anyone that needs them.
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this chapter! I'll catch you in the next one! Until then, have a great day!

Stay wonderful!

All my everlasting love,
Blue<3