It Just Gets Loud Sometimes

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This was a request🫶

Summary: Taylor starts to have some problems with her body after seeing a post online.

Trigger Warnings: body image issues, eating disorders. 
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"Ugh, I can't wait to see you. I've missed you so much!" Taylor exclaimed on the phone with Travis.

"I miss you too, baby. Just a couple more days." Travis smiled.

"Yep, just a couple more days." Taylor repeated.

Taylor and Travis have been apart for a month and it hurt more then Taylor could've ever imagined. It felt different in the past. Usually, with past boyfriend, of course Taylor would be sad when they had to spend long moments at a time apart, but it's different with Travis. Like it physically ached to be gone from him for too long.

"I've gotta go baby, I'm going to Pat's house for lunch." Travis said and Taylor nodded, pouting. "Okay. Can I call you after my show tonight?" She asked.

Travis nodded. "Of course, baby. I'll see you then. Bye, gorgeous!"

"Bye!" Taylor blushed.

They hung up and Taylor sighed, a soft smile playing on her face.

Okay, now I have a few hours to kill until I have to be at the stadium, Taylor thought to herself. What to do...

That's when an idea popped into her head. Hm, I haven't been on TikTok in a while, maybe I could go like some fan videos and maybe comment. She then picked her phone back up and went to TikTok.

Scrolling through the app, she came across a couple videos of funny videos about her or people going to the eras tour. To which she liked.

Then she came across a video that made her breath catch in her throat.

It was a picture of her in her tangerine bodysuit for her lover era with writing across the screen

Am I the only one who thinks she might be pregnant? Her stomach looks a lot bigger than it usually does? Not hating I was just curious 'cause she looks bigger than normal.

Taylor felt tears start to fill her eyes and she looked down at her stomach.

Is my stomach really that big? She thought to herself. She set her phone down and lifted her(Travis') shirt up and looked at her stomach. Now that I'm looking at it, maybe I am getting fatter. I've been cooking a lot more 'cause Travis likes bigger portions but I didn't think it'd make me fat in the process.

She felt a tear slip out of her eye and she pulled the shirt back down. Glancing at the clock, she saw that she still had a while left until she had to be at the stadium so Taylor decided to take a little nape and hopefully take her mind off of everything.

She set her phone on the nightstand and got under the covers of the hotel bed, closing her eyes and trying to drift off to sleep.

What started off as a little nap ended up lasting two hours and eventually Taylor's eyes fluttered open to see Tree standing there, shaking her gently.

"Tay, honey, wake up. We have to get to the stadium." She urged, shaking the younger girl gently.

"Hm?" Taylor groaned, rubbing her eyes.

"We have to get to the stadium. It's almost six you go on at 7:30. How long have you been asleep?"

"Uh, since like four thirty." She replied, stretching out her limbs and sitting up in the bed. "Are you gonna wear that to the stadium or change before we go?" Tree asked.

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