🔞Mild
"Paano mo nakilala si Doc Zoe, pumpkin?" I asked out of nowhere.
Gabi na at kakarating lang namin mula sa paglilibot sa Zurich City. Bukas ay last day namin, and we'll just spent it here in hotel.
Her back's was resting on the headboard, while reading her upcoming lessons, while me is laying on her lap na nasa kisame ang tingin.
She asked me earlier if what bothering me dahil panay daw ang buntong hininga ko, so I asked her instead.
Nilapag niya sa tabi niya ang binabasa niyang papel at sinulyapan ako. She removed the strands of my hair covering my face.
"I don't know. Sumulpot na lang siya bigla and introduced herself as my psychiatrist when in fact I don't remember having a psychiatrist." She honestly answered na nagpakunot ng noo ko.
"Is that even possible? She's professional, and she'll claim her self as your psychiatrist?"
"Mhm, maybe. She even claimed her self as my girlfriend."
Nagpabalikwas ako ng bangon dahil doon at nagsalubong ang kilay.
"Why? Does she like you?" Kaagad kong tanong.
"Siguro? Hindi ko rin alam, and I don't give a damn care, love." Sagot niya at humawak sa kamay ko.
I heaved a deep sigh to calm my self. Wala dapat akong ikaselos, she also don't know.
But why the hell this guts of me is pushing me to be jealous?
Ano naman kung gusto niya ang girlfriend ko? Kung ako naman ang ang girlfriend ng gusto niya.
Napansin niya siguro ang reaksyon ko kaya marahan itong tumawa. Nag indian seat siya kaya naman ay sumandal na lang ako sa headboard.
"Kailan 'yan?" Tanong ko because of curiosity and... jealousy?
This is the first time I felt that. I've never been jealous in my entire life, not even when I was young.
"The third day when I met you."
"Oh..." I reacted.
"She's nothing to me, love." Ani niya na parang pinapagaan ang nararamdaman ko.
"Okay. I understand." Answered by me.
After that, I let her lay down. Ako na rin ang nagligpit ng mga dinala niyang papel bago pinahinga ang mukha sa tiyan niya.
An hour had passed.
"Baby?"
I lift my head from laying down on her flat stomach at tinignan siya.
"Mhm?" She responded while closing her eyes.
"Di ako makatulog" Nakanguso kong sabi bago umalis sa pagkakadapa sa ibabaw niya.
Lumipat ako sa tabi niya, but I didn't lay down. Sinandal ko ang likod sa headboard.
Minulat niya ang mga mata at kaagad nagtama ang paningin namin. Umupo rin siya sa tabi ko.
"What do you want to do?" She asked suddenly.
Then the softness of her breast suddenly came in my mind. Nag-iwas ako ng tingin nang naramdaman ko ang pagi-init ng magkabilaang pisngi ko.
"Why did you blushed? I was just asking."
"Are you wearing a bra?" Kusang tanong na lumabas sa bibig ko.
"No."
I bit my lower lip. Sinusubakan kong labanan ang nararamdaman ko.