𝐖𝐎𝐒𝐎 𝐗 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐓.𝟐

We knew it would happen. (Leah Williamson)

Bit angsty? Not a happy ending sorry. 

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It had been about 2 months after the break up, you were fine for the most part. It didn't hit you like your previous break ups. But it was still weird not being able to call her your girlfriend anymore, you had been dating for a long time. 2 Years of living together, coming home to her after practice, making dinner for the two of you. You missed the feeling, as hard as it was for you to admit. 

You did miss her.

But you knew you had to get over her soon, she was moving on.

"Are you still scrolling through twitter?" your roommate Neve asked you, she was standing at the door staring at you. You put your phone down and sat up in your bed. "Look at yourself, you look like you haven't gone out in months." neve teased you, walking over to the foot of your bed.

"That's exactly what i wanted to hear right now neve, thank you." you rolled your eyes and looked down at your phone.

"I just went for a run, i left you in bed...and you're still in bed." neve pointed out. "That needs to change, come on we used to go on runs together, you used to make breakfast, you used to do a lot of things around the house-" neve was talking but you cut her off.

"Yeah, okay i get it...but that was when  was with-" you slowly faded the sentence out, not being able to finish saying what you wanted to say. 

"Sorry...i didn't mean to..." neve didn't finish. her sentence either. 

"It's okay, it's not you...and you're right i need to snap out of this state..." you nodded looking up at her giving her a reassuring smile. 

You could see neve's attention going down to your phone facing down on the bed. "Do you think it's true?" she asked in a softer tone. You shrugged and looked down at the phone. "I don't know, if it is...i'm happy for her." you said. 

"You don't have to lie to me..." neve smiled. 

"I'm not lying...I am happy for her, as long as she's happy." you looked at neve. "We made an agreement Neve, you know that..." you told her.

"Yeah but, things change...i just don't believe you're okay with it...you guys seemed so in love." neve said.

"I know, I really thought she was the one but obviously she felt different...and i couldn't force her to be with me." you smiled weakly at your roommate. It hurt inside, you were hurting seeing her with someone else. "We agreed that if things didn't work out...we'd stay friends, and it seemed like a good agreement at the time because i never thought she'd leave but...it was an agreement and i agreed to it so i need to stick by it." you said, a hint of determination in your voice. 

"What are the girls saying about it?" neve asked you. "They're not saying anything about it...to my face at least. I bet rumors are going around but, they're not taking anyone's side..." you shook your head. "I wouldn't want to put anyone in that situation." you said. 

"Mm..." neve nodded. "Well, you don't have to put up with that for long...you could leave arsenal." neve raised an eyebrow. 

"I already told you...i don't know what i'm gonna do..." you shrugged and shook your head. You had been at arsenal for quite a long time, the thought of leaving never popped into your head. You didn't want to leave, but being around her all the time didn't seem healthy if you weren't completely over her.