I miss Will
I mean I know I saw him the other day but I just mean I miss seeing him happy
It's hard because I hate seeing him sad
And because when I'm sad I don't want him to know because it'll stress him out
But also when I'm happy I don't want him to know because it isn't fair for me to be happy when he's not
And when I talk about Eleanor it's just kind of awkward because I feel bad about being in a happy relationship when he just got divorced
I really hope he doesn't feel like I don't care about him as much just because I'm in a relationship
But then what are we even supposed to talk about
Not that I blame him obviously but I just wish there was something I could do or that I knew how to help him.
I wonder if Eleanor will mind if I suggest inviting him over for thanksgiving
I know she doesn't really like him but honestly she doesn't really like a lot of people I think
