Do you think Eleanor would be mad if she found out?
I mean I'm definitely not going to tell her, that's way too embarrassing
And anyways I'm just doing it every once in a while
Like to calm down and it's fine
I'll pretend it's as good as the real thing even if it's not even close
At first I felt like I was doing something really bad but Will said it's not bad and it's also not like cheating and he knows almost everything so I'm choosing to believe him.
