I want to say I do trust you. But I trust you with anything else but not with this. Because when people are blinded by love they make stupid decisions including letting those people treat them like shit. I've watched that happen too many times to people I love, my dad and Vie and you and wow I really can't think of a single example of a healthy relationship and it's no wonder it was so hard for me to let my guard down with Eleanor and no wonder you let him treat you like that. But whatever. It's out of my control. Am I being irrational? I don't know. When it comes to this how can I know if you're making that decision based on rational thinking or not? Gods please make him strong, strong enough not to make that decision purely out of desperation.
