So yesterday Will went on two dates with two different people. Honestly I was surprised he was even on any apps because I really thought he was still too hung up on Nico to consider dating anyone else. One was this guy named Cyrus who I don't know and the other was Travis Stoll who I sort of know. Well Will really liked them both but I think he likes Travis a lot more because they already made out. I guess I don't understand a lot of this stuff, like kissing someone you just met or knowing you want to date them after one day. But I guess I don't have to understand any of it to be happy for him. And I am. I'm really really happy that he's happy even if I suddenly got this voice in the back of my head that says "now he'll leave and you'll never see him ever again" when he said he kissed Travis. Whatever, I know that's not true. Probably. And anyway it's kinda really unfair for me to be thinking that stuff when I'm dating Eleanor. He's already had more than enough shit from me and other people. Ugh shut up Kayla you're making it sound like you're not happy for him. Calm down.