Should I tell him? No I don't think so. I don't need you worrying about me anymore than you already do. It's just that as I was waiting for that car to pass I had that thought like what would happen if I just pulled the wheel a little too far to the left. And I've had that thought before plenty of times, but I didn't think I'd actually do it. I'm just so tired of pretending I'm okay when I'm not. But what if she was seriously hurt? I don't even know her but I wouldn't be able to forgive myself for hurting an innocent person like that.
