I thought things were getting better but then we kissed and I starting spiraling
And next thing I know I'm locking myself in the bathroom and calling Will and of course he sounds pissed
And I'm trying to calm down but the more I try the faster my breath comes out and why is my brain so so loud and why is there nothing sharp in these cabinets and why does 15 minutes feel like 15 days and why after all this time am I still so damn hard to love
