It would be really rude for you not to show up today, all things considered I've been extremely nice. What you did was selfish and immature and pathetic and I don't have an ounce of sympathy for you. I have every reason to never talk to you again but not only am I still talking to you, I'm even inviting you to Christmas and I really didn't have to do that. I guess my fatal flaw really is loyalty because even though I've never been so angry at or so disappointed in someone, after everything we've been through together I just can't hate you, and I know I'll spend a good deal of tomorrow crying if you aren't there. Maybe not as much as the Christmas before last because I refused to open any presents and spent most of that day locked in Nathan's bathroom crying until the skin under my eyes literally bled from wiping it on my sleeve so many times. Maybe it won't be that bad but it will still suck. A lot. Please Will. Please have the ability to read my mind from miles away and realize how important this is to me.
