What I didn't say was, I'd be doing the exact same thing to cope if someone actually wanted to do that with me
Why is it so bad to crave someone's attention and validation like that?
And to be honest, on the most desperate days I've thought about asking Eleanor but of course I couldn't do that
But never asking a random person, I've learned my lesson on that and I know I'd just feel like shit after
Plus if I got pregnant my dad would definitely kill me.
