I can't hate you but how the fuck does that "just happen"? You can't accidentally kiss someone, let alone all the other things that come after. I don't hate you but I don't understand how you could do this. Travis was your boyfriend for less than a day and you already fucked it up. This just seems so, so unlike you. I'm still half convinced he forced you to do it and threatened to hurt you or someone else if you told anyone the truth but maybe I'm just in denial still. I don't know.