I wish I could truthfully say it's okay and I don't mind but all my brain hears is I don't want to touch you I don't even want to kiss you because you're ugly and unwanted and undesirable and actually every single person on earth thinks that and always will no matter what
How do you tell someone you kind of sort of feel like they don't love you that way
And that you've spent countless nights staring at the ceiling terrified that one day they're going to wake up and realize that
And confirm the feeling you've always always had that you're not lovable after all and this was all some elaborate prank
