I'm supposed to be over you
I told other that
I convinced myself of that fact
I put on a good front and almost believed it
The I here
You are in town
Why does that give me a sense of dread?
A pit in my stomach
Why does my heart beat faster?
I tell others I don't care
So why I'm I anxious about how you are doing?
I'm supposed to keep my distance
It's better for myself
It's better for you
So why did I search for you?
Why was I at the edge of my seat?
Why are you on my mind once more?
I pushed you away
But every time your name comes up
It's like a blow
Every time I hear certain songs
I see you
Why?
Why can't I shake you off like I'm supposed to?
Everyone says it's easy
Just move on
And for a second I thought I did
But now I'm back here
It's weird
Because I've over grown it
Too big for this place
And yet even though I want to
I can't leave
Why can't I leave?
Like I'm supposed to
Like I said I would
