If only you knew (Camren)

Chapter 51

Lauren's POV
'Wtf camila has cancer!! It should be @ Laurenjauregui'
That was all it took for me to throw my phone across the room right in front of Camila. It hit the wall and more than likely did crack once again because I threw it at such a force.
I stood up and ran to the bathroom and locked the door. Camila was obviously still trying to come to terms with what just happened because it took at least half a minute before I heard her walking towards the door that I had slammed behind me.
"Lo?" She said quietly against the door but I just ignored her. They're right it should be me with the cancer, Camila is worth more than I am, more people like her, all aspects of her are better than me!
I don't even know what emotion I am feeling right now. I'm sad, angry at that asshole on twitter. Angry at myself for getting upset over this. I shouldn't take it to heart I know but I can't help it because the more I think about it the more I start to realise how true everything really is.

Camila's POV
"Lo?" I said but as I thought would happen I got no response. I listened into the room and heard the faint sobs coming from my girlfriend.
I realised that Lauren had been on her phone before she ran out so hopefully she didn't lock it when she threw it so I could take a peek at what had upset her so much.
I quickly went back into the bedroom and picked up her phone. Luckily it was still unlocked and the Twitter app was open, she threw the phone so god damn hard but again luckily it didn't smash which has really surprised me.
I looked at the tweet she had open and read it. I could feel the anger burning in side of me but I tried to keep it inside of me for Lauren's sake.
I clicked onto the account and read through some of the other tweets. I was disgusted with what they were saying, they're sick in the head big time and I really do advise them in getting some help to sort out their fucked up minds.
"Lauren, talk to me" I said again once I got to the bathroom door but nothing was said
"You don't believe what they're saying so you?" I asked her but only to receive more silence
"Lauren please just let me in" I said more firm this time. Thankfully I heard her shuffling over to the door and unlocking it.
I didn't even see the door open properly as I was just tackled by Lauren who buried her face in my shoulders. She let out some loud sobs as I wrapped my arms around her and rubbed her back trying my best to soothe and calm her down a bit.
"They're all fucking true camila" I heard her mumble into my arms.
"No Lauren. Don't you ever say that again you hear me, you're perfect to me and the things that suck bastard is saying is completely off limits. They seriously need some help"
"You do deserve better though, you need to have someone your fans like" she tried to explain but I wasn't having any of it
"They're not my fans Lauren, if they're talking shit about you then fuck them. They're not my fans, and anyway if they're my fans then they should be yours as well as dinah's, normani's and ally's because we're a group and it always will be that way" I explained
"I don't even know why I've took this to heart, I never really do but this time is just different"
"You know what, I love it when you just don't care, and when it gets hard don't be afraid, we don't care what them people say because me and you're gonna get through this" I told her
"But what if..." Was all she could say before I interrupted her
"If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? I'll never know what the future brings, but I know you're here with me now and we'll make it through this. You're not what others say you are, you're a beautiful singer, you're not the number Of inches around your waist. To me you're perfect but when will you realise that? I love you so much and you need I know" I said
"I love you too" she replied
"How do you do that?" She asked
"Do what?
"Manage to cheer me up when I'm at my lowest?"
"Practice babe" I said with a smile and pulled her in for a kiss
"Now promise me you'll never read these again!" I warned her pointing to the tweets on her phone
"I promise"

Hallooooo, sorry about a late and short update. I would have done more but I've started college yesterday and I've been real busy. Plus I kind accidentally deleted all my fucking ideas so I have deleted all of my ideas for everything from start to the very end which has really pissed me off because now I have no clue what to write so sorry if the next few weeks are just boring as fuck:/
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