If only you knew (Camren)

Chapter 11

Camila's POV
So far all day I have not spoken to Lauren and it's been so hard. She has been trying her hardest to communicate with me but I had only replied in simple head shakes and nods or just the odd word. As much as it hurts being distant from her, I know it will be for the best for both of us.
I am sure the other girls can sense some tension and I'm hoping it's not too obvious as that means I will have all 4 of them on my back and I'm not ready to have that yet. I just hope things aren't so tough on Lauren because I feel like such a bitch for doing this, but hopefully she will realise soon why this is the best option for us both.
(Sorry Camila's POVs have been kinda short! I will try a longer one soon)
Lauren's POV
The rest of the car journey was a long and tiring drive but we finally made it to our destination. All 5 of us girls emerged from the car and entered the building in which we was having our interview.
I was walking with Ally and she gave me a look as if she was asking how I was so I smiled at her reassuringly even though deep down I was breaking. I knew sooner or later if Camila kept this up I wouldn't be able to conceal my feelings and one day I would just break down into fits of tears which is something I defiantly don't want to do.
All 5 of us girls were stood in front of the interviewer a few minutes later and still camila didn't make any sort of interaction with me. I was hoping that because we were having this interview Camila would have to interact with me because we was stood next to each other. But I was wrong. Instead she stood with her back to me most of the time, and never looked at me once. The amount of times I was looking at her were endless but I never got the slightest glance back.
I was stood at the end of the line so I was easily not included until I saw dinah looking directly at me. She furrowed her eyebrows at me and I give her a sad look back. She then mouthed what looked like 'talk to you later' so I nodded in response.
After that I again went into another little day dream. I was so lost in thought I didn't hear the interviewer ask me a question until I heard the girls laughing and Normani shouted my name.
"Hey! Lauren!" She shouted clicking her fingers at me "you there?" She asked while laughing at me. I finally came back to reality "woah yeah, sorry I had a day dream. What was the question?" I asked trying to play it smooth. "Do you have any love interests at the moment?" The interviewer asked. I felt 5 pairs of eyes on me waiting for me to respond
"No not yet" i lied "but I believe that love comes to you when you least expect it, then it hits you in the face like a ton of brick and beats you up till you can't take it any more" i admitted. I knew for a fact 2 of the people stood in the room knew I was lying about the first part but the second was 100% true and came from the heart. Love does hurt especially when the other person doesn't feel the same way back.
We finished up our interview and made our way back to the car for another long drive back to the hotel. I tried to clear my head once again but failed miserably so I gave up and took my headphone out of my ears and decided to try and talk to Camila.
Dinah and Camila was sat behind me and they was giggling as per usual and I couldn't help but smile at the sound of Camila's cute laugh.
I turned around to see what the was laughing at and I saw that they was taking bad pictures of each other. The one Camila got of dinah was absolutely priceless and I couldn't help but laugh with them. Dinah saw that I was also laughing at the picture of her "what is it gang up on dinah day?!" She asked while trying to control her laughter "first I get a bad picture and one person laughing, how I have the both of you!" She said while finally calming down
"Well what can I say, I'm good at taking bad pictures of people" Camila bragged. As much as I wanted to say something to Camila I couldn't think of what to say so I just watched the two girls and their banter.
Eventually they both settled down and there was nothing to watch any more so i turned around because I didn't want to make things awkward. Great the only chance I could of actually spoke to her had gone out of the window. I guess I will just have to wait for another day, I just hope I won't have to wait that long because I'm not sure how long I can last in this situation.

Sorry this is a short chapter guys!:(