If only you knew (Camren)

Chapter 4

Camila's POV
Me and Lauren had been a lot closer since we had that kiss. I mean it had only been a day but she was always holding my hand, sitting super close to me in interviews and resting her head on my shoulder. I can't moan at all because it's sure cute and I like it when she's like this but I can't help but think that that kiss triggered something. I'm not bothered if she did because I'm not gonna lie I think it triggered something for me too, but I can't go any further than friends with her. I will end up breaking her heart and I know that's a true fact.
"Camzzzzzzz" I heard Lauren say taking me out of my day dream
"Oh god, sorry I was in a bit of a day dream then" I said nervously laughing.
"You was staring right at me" she said raising her eye brows with a cheeky look on her face "well how could I not" i said winking at her. She laughed at me and pulled me into a hug.
The way her chin tickles my collar bone makes me giggle every time but that the thing that makes her hugs so special. Her arms wrap around me tightly and it feels like she is never going to let go.
"Oi Camren, let's go!" Dinah shouted to us both. We pulled away and she took my hand once again and we walked through the air port. We was fortunate that it wasn't busy day at the airport otherwise there would have been crowds of fans chasing after us. It nice to meet fans and that but when they are chasing after you it gets pretty scary because I feel like I'm gonna get trampled on.
We got to the entrance of the plane where we saw 4 girls about the age of 15 or 16 stood there. As soon as they saw us their faces lit up. I didn't mind the smaller groups because you could have a conversation with them without being pulled around.
"Heyy girls are you waiting for anyone in-particular?" Ally asked in her sweet voice. "Well we heard you was boarding a plane here so we decided to see if we could say hi, so hey" one of the girls answered while the others stood there with beaming smiles on their faces.
"Would you girls like anything signing or any pictures? Even just a chat?" Lauren asked. All of the girls quickly took out their phones, autograph books and posters.
We signed their things and took some pictures with them and of course had a little chat. After talking to the fans 3 of the girls had to go so we decided to board the plane early. When we was just about to leave then the one remaining girl who I assumed was the youngest shouted me and Lauren.
"Erm Camila, Lauren?" we both turned around to face the youngest and smiled at her. "You go ahead" I said to dinah, ally and normani. The girl looked really nervous and then I saw a tear roll down her cheek so I tried to calm her down by hugging her.
"Heyy what's up?" I asked her softly while pulling back from the hug
"If I tell you something you promise not to judge me"
"We promise" both me and Lauren said in sync. The girl wiped her eyes and began to talk after taking a deep breath
" I have never told any one this before but I think I have feelings for my best friend and I have no clue what to do. I've never felt like this for any one before and it's scaring me because I don't know how she will react. Like do I tell her or do I continue living though torture? I'm just so scared of being judged" She said looking down at her feet. I was just about to speak but Lauren had already started
"Hey, look at me" she began. The girl looked up and had automatically locked her eyes into Lauren's green orbs. "No matter what happens remember that you are not alone. There are many other girls and boys who are going though the same thing as you now, trust me. Don't be scared of being judged by people because they are only jealous, never listen to the crap people give you. If you have the courage give the crap back to them do it. Always stick up for yourself. I'm not saying go and slap them as soon as someone says one little thing but if it is continuous then do something about it and don't let them see it is effecting you. As for your best friend, if she's really your best friend then she should accept your feelings for her. She should help you though this and if she doesn't then she isn't a true friend"
After Lauren spoke I decided to add something what she said
"If you are lucky your best friend may even feel the same way about you, she might be just like you. Scared to say anything because she is afraid of being judged too. I wouldn't advice springing it up on her straight away, maybe just leave little hints like saying 'I love you' a little more or just by simply hugging her a more. What ever happens you promise to stay strong. There is many people out there who will help you through this and remember to always be true to people. Try not to his your feelings and be honest. Honesty is the key to happiness" I said taking hold of the girls arm while Lauren took hold of the other.
"Gee thank you, you have no idea how inspirational your words are. You may not remember this moment but I will remember if forever" the girl told us.
"I will never forget it, and I doubt Camila will either" Lauren told her smiling.
"We have to go now but just remember everything we have told you" I told the younger one.
"Okay, but one last thing, could I take a camren selfie?" She said blushing
"Course you can" I said giggling. I jumped up into Lauren's arms and we pulled some stupid faces while the girl took a picture. When she finished she thanked us again for our 'words of wisdom' as she called them and we boarded the plane. "Where have you been?" Normani asked us
"Oh the younger girl wanted some advice about something" Lauren told her
"Ooh right, that's cute" normani said looking back at her phone.
"Everyone check your Twitter! Look how cute that is!" Dinah shouts from her seat. I took my phone out of my pocket and looked at my most recent mention. It was the picture of me and Lauren that the girl had just taken. The tweet said "thank you so much for being such inspirational girls! I love you!" Along with the picture. I looked at Lauren and she was smiling to herself. "That's quite cute" I told her
"It is indeed, that's going to be my new lock screen" she said poking my nose
"Then it will be mine too" I said while saving the picture and changing my lock screen.
"Done!" Lauren announced and I looked at her screen. It sent butterflies crazy in my stomach. I don't know why but it made me smile and feel special.
We was told to take our seats as the plane was about to take off. I was sat next to Lauren which was great because she is the only one who I can sculls sleep next to easily.
"Want to listen to some music?" Lauren asked taking out her headphones
"Sure" I answered. She plugged them into her phone and pressed shuffle.
We lay there for a good hour or so listening to Lauren's music in a very comfortable silence. She took her headphone out "I think I'm going to go to sleep you don't mind me turning it off now do you?" She asked me
"Nah that's fine, I could do with some sleep too" I admitted. She put her phone away and pulled out a blanket from the bag she brought one to the plane. I looked at her and laughed while shaking my head
"What? I'm cold" Lauren said
"It is quite chilly actually, don't mind me getting in there with you do ya?" I asked
"You only want to be my friend because I have a blanket" she said bluntly but I knew she was only joking because I could see she was trying not to laugh. I stuck my bottom lip out and give her the puppy eyes pretending to be upset.
"Fineeee you can come in if you must" she finally gave in "yayyyyy" I said snuggling up to her while wrapping it around me. Her body warmth was all I needed to fall asleep
"You know I could sleep with you like this every night, you are very comfy" I told her
"Well thank you" she said laughing. She wrapped her arms around me and nestled I rested my on her shoulder.
"To be honest I think I could to" she added which made me smile.
"We might have to do this more often then" I told her
"Yeah definitely! Well goodnight Camz"
"Goodnight Lolo" I said before falling into a deep sleep.