If only you knew (Camren)

Chapter 65

Lauren's POV
"No!! That not fair! I should have won that!" Camila shouted to Dinah who had just beat her at a game of Mario Kart on the old Wii console we have plugged into the TV. Before the game had started both Camila and Dinah was bragging about how good they are at this game and the only way to settle the friendly argument was to watch them race each other. They was pretty much neck and neck throughout the whole race both constantly overtaking each other every so often, on the last lap Camz had got a good gap between her and Dinah and we all thought she was going to win, that was until the dreaded blue shell came flying out of no where on the last corner causing Camila's car to fly off the track allowing Dinah to fly past her and win the race. We all laughed in amusement as Dinah went over the line and Camila stood up in anger and threw the remote onto the sofa only making us laugh at her more.
"I officially hate this game!" she shouted and slumped back into the seat like a child.
"I think you did great, babe" I told her and sat on the vacant seat next to her and put my arm over her shoulder.
"Oh you would do" Dinah commented raising an eyebrow and looked at us both. "Want another game Mila?" She said in a mocking tone.
"Ha, no, fuck you" She replied with a playful glare.
"Ouch!" Dinah replied and placed her hand on her heart as though Camila had deeply offended her, she grabbed the remote that Camila had thrown onto the sofa and threw it to Ally who wanted to have a go next.
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We all watched the game on the TV as Dinah had beat both Ally and Normani at least twice as well as everyone else on the bus. All of them eventually had given up and Camila was still annoyed at the fact she was hit by the blue shell, but Dinah was on a roll and wanted to play against someone else. We all told her to play against the computers but she was adamant that she played against someone real, she then looked at me and realised that she hadn't played against me yet, she had her signature smirk as she looked at me but I shook my head.
"No, no I'm not playing it, I was crap the very first time I played it so I'm not going to be any better now" I told her
"That's even better, I'm definitely going to win again" she said and passed me the controller. I still shook my head and said I wasn't going to play but everyone started cheering me on so in the end I agreed to playing.
The game started and I wasn't doing too bad, I was in a respectable 4th place at the end of the first lap but of course Dinah was 1st. At the end of the second lap I was in second place only a small gap behind Dinah, I picked up a bonus box and got a red shell, she looked over to my side of the screen as saw what I had
"Don't you dear Lauren!" she shouted from across the bus.
"Do it Lauren!" Camila shouted back so of course I did, I threw the red shell and it hit the back of Dinah's car and knocked her off the track.
"No! As if you just did that!" She groaned, she knew there was no way she would win now unless a a blue shell came out of no where and hit me just like it did with Camila. Everyone was cheering me on as I drove the last straight and passed the line with Dinah only slightly behind.
"I thought you said you was crap at this?" Normani laughed
"I thought I was, every time I've played it in the past I've come close to last" I chuckled as I saw a unimpressed looking Dinah sat across from me.
"Lets turn this off now" she mumbled
"Oh you're such a spoil sport" Camila mocked
"You're one to talk, you quit after one race" She stated in her mocking tone.
"Break it up girls" Ally giggled "Can we watch some TV now or something? she asked, Big Rob was the only one who had kept track of the time and told us that it was already nearly 3am but we begged him to watch one episode of 'Friends' as this is Camila's favourite show. Everyone else in the bus went to their bunks leaving us 5 and Rob, he finally agreed and said one episode but after that the lights need to be out and we need to be in our bunks because we need to be on the plane in the morning. I was glad that he reminded us that otherwise we would have probably stayed up all night but I hated the fact that it reminded me that Camila wouldn't be with us on the next flight or for the next 3 months. I tried to shift the thought off my mind while we watched TV so I kept my focus on the screen and listened to Camila literally speak all of the lines and laugh at the parts she found funny. Her laugh made me smile, she was laughing at the little parts no one found funny and that is what made her, her. We had ended up the two of us sprawled out on the sofa, our legs tangled around each other and my arms wrapped around her, to be fair it was pretty comfy even if it didn't look like it.
Eventually the episode ended and she tried to convince Big Rob to let us watch another episode but Ally and Dinah had already gone back to their bunks once it ended and Mani followed close behind once she eventually got out of her blanket cocoon.
"Come on Camz, I think Big Rob wants to go to sleep, he looks tired" I said and pointed towards where he was sat. He had his head propped up on his hand and his eyes were slowly closing.
"Fineeee" she whined in defeat "But only if I can sleep in your bunk tonight" she said and trailed her finger up my arm gently sending shivers through me.
"I guess you can"I teased
"You guess?" She asked with a smirk and looked me directly in the eyes
"You Camila Cabello may sleep in my bunk tonight" I finally said, she planted a thank you kiss on my lips and ran to my bunk so she could claim the side of the bunk where she doesn't have the chance of rolling out. I got in the bunk right behind her once I had tied my hair up and she immediately wrapped her arms around me. She snuggled to me as close as possible and rested her head in the crook of my neck which caused me to sigh deeply.
"I'm going to miss this" I told her
"Don't, please don't" she said quickly
"You don't know how bad I feel for leaving you and the girls. It literately keeps me up at night so please don't make it any harder. I will be back before you know it" She admitted with a crack in her voice
"Okay, I'm sorry" I apologized quietly, we lay in silence but I knew she was still awake because she was still drawing soft lines on the top of my arm. She must have thought I was had fell asleep because I heard her sniffle and I felt her tears falling onto my back.
"Hey, what's wrong?" I asked concerned and rolled over quickly so I was facing her. She grabbed the blanket that was on top of us and hid her face with it so I couldn't see her.
"Camz" I said softly and gently pulled the blanket from her face and looked at her beautiful face which were covered in tears. She didn't say anything so neither did I, I just held her close and gave her the comfort she needed for the moment while she sobbed into my arms drenching my pyjama top. She must have been crying for at least 10 minutes non stop and of course this made the tears I had been holding back all night start to fall down my face, we was both a mess but in this moment we had each other to hold onto.