If only you knew (Camren)

Chapter 10

Laurens POV
I woke up the next day to find I was sleeping alone. I thought Camila had got up before me but when I went into the see the other girls, but only dinah was in there.
"Dinah, where's Camila?" I asked
"Camila? She's still in bed I think, why?" She answered
"Oh right, erm well she was with me last night when I was sleeping but she was gone this morning so I was just wondering where she was" I told her
"You told her" she said, more like she was stating instead of asking me. I couldn't get any words out so I just nodded.
Before she could say any more Normani walking into the room to join us.
"Heyy you two, we have that interview today so we need to get ready, Lauren do you think you can wake ally and Camila?" She asked me
"Sure" I replied and went to the room which Camila and ally would have been in.
I opened the door and took a step inside to see both of the girls curled up in their blankets. I went to at first, gently tapping her on the shoulder
"Ally Hun, you need to get up we have that interview soon" I said softly, she opened her eyes slowly and smiles at me, I politely smiled back.
"Good morning" I said to her as she sat up. "Morning" she said way to cheerful for just being woken up.
"Are the girls in there?" She asked pointing to the do I had just walked though
"Yeah, they told me to wake you, sorryyy" I said giggling. She chuckled to herself and gathered some things before going into the other room.
This just left a Camila and I. I walked over to her and hesitantly tapped her on the shoulder. "Camz, are you awake?" I asked. She didn't make any noise or movement. Boy shes a heavy sleeper at times. I gently shook her upper arm and I saw her eyes twitching
"Hey camz, rise and shine babe" I told her. She opened her eyes and smiled at me but didn't speak. She sat up and straight away got out of bed. I know she's not a morning person so this was unusual for her to get out of bed straight away. She got some things she needed for her shower and smiled at me once again before walking past me and into the room with the other girls leaving me stood there slightly confused.
First she move beds halfway through the night, now she's not talking to me. I tried to get positive thoughts into my head, maybe she moved beds because I took the duvet or most of the room, and maybe she isn't talking because she has a sore throat but all of them was being over powered by one thought that seemed relatable.
She was uncomfortable around me. It just made sense. She didn't like the fact I was in love with her so she just just going to ignore me even though I told her that would be harder.
I followed her through to the other room after standing there thinking after possible thoughts as to why she was like this.
The first thing I saw when I joined my friends was Camila talking away to ally. Well that's just made me feel 10 times better. The fact I know she hasn't lost her voice and she just didn't talk to me hurt. I noticed no one was in the shower so with out further thoughts i took my own things needed for a shower and made my way to the bathroom.
I ran the shower so I could get it to the right temperature before taking off my clothes and stepping under the heated water. The beads of water running down my face immediately waking me up and making me feel refreshed. Too bad it couldn't refresh my memory. I knew for a fact today was going to be hard even though it hadn't properly started. Once again I tried to put positive thoughts into my head but the negative ones were trying to fight back. In the end I got annoyed with myself and finished off in the shower and threw some half decent clothes on because I didn't want to look scruffy for our interview today. At least while I'm there Camila will have to interact with me.
All 5 of us was now ready and still Camila hadn't said anything to me. To be honest I had t said anything to her to start the conversation but I felt to scared to for some reason, I just didn't want to make anything else more awkward I suppose. I could tell the other girls felt a little tension going on and dinah kept giving me funny looks as if she was asking me what has happened but I just looked the opposite way to her.
We went to sit in the car so we could make our way to the interview and it would usually be ally and dinah seated in the back 2 seats, me Camila in the middle two and Normani in the front with our driver, but today it was different
"Ally, you know you love me, switch places with me in the car today?" Camila asked. Of course ally was oblivious to it all and being her friendly self happily swapped places. I couldn't help but feel like crap after that, and poor ally tried her hardest to make conversation with me but I just could find anything to say. "Ally, sorry I'm being blunt and quiet I feel really tired and sick today" I mumbled to her
"It's alright! I completely understand but you should of told me to start with so the I wouldn't have bothered you so much" she told me with a smile, I smiled back and then pulled my headphones out of my pocket and blasted out my music. It was the only way I could get the sound of the two younger girls in the back having fun. I didn't mean to feel jealous of dinah, but I felt the waves posing through me.
I shut my eyes and put the hood of my jumper up hoping to get a little bit of sleep before the interview but it didn't work, I had way to many things on my mind and the top one was
I shouldn't have told you how I felt.