If only you knew (Camren)

Chapter 66

"Camila, go to my house quick. It's Taylor!" Lauren shouted down the phone to her girlfriend. It has been about two weeks since Camila had left Lauren and the other girls, and even though the two of them said that they was okay, neither of them was.
Both had cried themselves to sleep whether most nights whether it was just a few tears or sobbing their eyes out, never was there a night where their pillows were dry. They made sure that they FaceTimed each other every night if possible but it wasn't the same as being together in person, they missed the contact, the feel of lying next to each other, that sense of protection, without each other they just felt alone.
Camila jumped out of her bed when she got the cal from Lauren, it must have been about 2am but she didn't have time to look at the clock, she grabbed the nearest pair of shoes which were a pair of sandals and ran out of the front door and ran to Laurens house even though she was exhausted as soon as she got out of the front door. She knew this was serious because of the tone of her girlfriends voice so she could let her cancer get in the way of this, she ran as fast as she could for 15 minutes and it killed her but she eventually ended up at the Jauregui house hold. She knew that Lauren's parents away at holiday so it would probably just be Chris and Taylor at home, knowing Chris he would be out with friends but either way she let herself into the house with the spare key that she knows is in the hanging basket above the door.
"Taylor?" She whisper-shouted so that she wouldn't wake the neighbours. Nothing was heard
"Taylor!" Camila said a bit louder and started walking up the stairs. When she got to the told of the stairs she heard some blubbering coming from behind the bathroom door.
"Hey Taylor, is that you?" She asked softly but the person didn't reply. Camila rested her back against the door and slowly slid down so that she could catch her breath and also hear what's going on, on the other side of the door somewhat better.
Camila didn't have the slightest idea as to what Taylor was so upset over so she gave Lauren a text asking what happened. She got a reply almost instantly

From: Lauren
I'm not sure, she called me and was crying then she said something like 'I can't do this anymore' and then hung up

She sat there reading the text thinking of what she could say to Taylor to let her in but there was nothing. Camila decided to just keep asking for her to let her in.
"Taylor, come on let me in. I just wanna see if you're okay" but again nothing
"What's happened?" She asked but got nothing but slight sobs from the other side of the door.
"Hey, look Lauren is scared, she's told me to come and see if you're okay before she goes on stage, she won't be able to do it if she knows that you're upset"
Camila knew she did right mentioning Lauren because she heard Taylor moving closer to the door but it was still yet to be un opened.
"Please let me in Taylor, I'm here for you, you don't have to talk if you don't want, just please let me in"
Slowly the door unlocked and Camila sighed with relief. She opened the door and stepped into the bathroom to see multiple pills scattered on the floor along with the tub and the lid.
"Taylor what happened?" She asked
"I couldn't open it, t-then they fell and scattered everywhere... I just keep fucking everything up" the younger girl said in between sobs.
"Why was you opening the pills anyway Tay? I'm sorry but you need to talk to me, I can't leave you like this" Camila comforted
"I just feel worthless, no one likes me" Taylor cried.
"What do you mean? You have loads of friends" Camila stated
"No I don't!" The younger girl shouted, Camila stepped back a bit to allow Taylor some space
"I'm sorry for shouting, see I told you, I'm such a fuck up" she mumbled into her hands.
"You are not a fuck up. Now what ever has happened you can tell me and I'll try to help, you don't deserve to be in this state".
The two girls were now sat next to each other on the bathroom floor, knees tucked up to their necks with Camila trying to help Lauren's younger sister.
"There's not a lot to say" Taylor stated but Camila knew this was a lie
"If there wasn't a lot to say then why is there pill all over this floor because you're sick of this world?" She asked. The younger girl sighed deeply and shook her head a little before she began to speak.!
"Like 3 months a go these people from my class randomly started saying shit to me like 'You only have friends because you have a famous sister' and things like that, to start with I just shrugged it off but then it carried on and I started to get really paranoid, like what if they're right, maybe me friends only like me because of Lauren. Then about 2 weeks ago I don't know what come over me but it was stupid and I ended up freaking out at them saying how they aren't real friends and that they only like me because my sister is famous. So long story short, everyone now hates me and calls me names behind my back and to my face so whats the point in even being here"
"Never say that!" Camila quickly responded
"Don't you dare say that again, you Taylor are an amazing person and those people who are giving you shit are just as scared and insecure as the next person. Don't listen to them, I'm sure if you ask your mum then she will let you move schools so you can get away from it all. I know there is no way to escape it properly because now everyone is online but trust me, if you listen to them then you will definitely start to believe even though it's not true"
Taylor looked at Camila and smiled
"I can see why Lauren loves you" she stated
"Why?" Camila asked almost amused by her girlfriends sister
"Because you're so down to earth, you put everyone before you and it's not very often you find people like that"
Camila smiled and give the younger girl a small chuckle.
The two girls sat there for at least 2 more hours talking about life and how shit it is a times but neither of them wanted to end the conversation because they understood each other, and plus it was great bonding time for Camila and her girlfriends family.
Camila was glad that she was able to talk to Taylor about her situation because being alone is one of the worst feelings ever, you just feel scared of everyone and everything around you and that feeling sucks, and Taylor was thankful for Camila being there because she needed to get her feelings from her chest.

Yooooo, I'm sorry I've not updated for like 2 months and I know I've probably have lost a lot of readers😁I've had a lot on my mind recently and I don't know I just didn't feel like writing anything but here it is, sorry for any spelling and grammar mistakes, I hate proof reading.
Quick question, do you guys ship Emison??😏