If only you knew (Camren)

Chapter 64

Lauren's POV
Me and Camila had one night left together before she had to go back to Miami, if I'm honest I want to break down in tears but I'm putting on a smile considering everyone else is. I'm sure towards the end of the night there will be a couple of tears shed by everyone but i feel like I could cry buckets. How am I going to cope without Camila by my side main game laugh when I don't even feel like talking to anyone. Don't get me wrong I have the other girls with me who I love just as much but I really love Camila and being away from the love of your life for a few months is going to be hard.
Me and the girls decided to have a little leaving party thing not that it was anything anyone wanted to celebrate but we thought she would really appreciate it. During the concert we sent Big Rob up to the stores for us to buy loads of junk food and pizza and some backstage crew were kind enough to set it all up in the tour bus for us so we could drive to the airport where us girls and Camila would be going our separate ways the next morning.
We was making our way back to the bus and I was told to stall Camila for a few minutes while everyone got inside the bus, I asked dinah why I had to be the one to stall her and apparently I would be the only one who could do it but I guess she has a point there.
The other 3 girls were walking much faster than I was but I deliberately walking much slower and just like everyone said Camila slowed down her pace and walked along side of me
"What's up?" She asked me
"What makes you think there's something wrong?" I asked back
"You're walking slow, looking at the ground, hands in your pockets and kicking at stones, something is up" she stated
"I'm just gonna miss you" I muttered, before she got time to respond I stopped in my tracks and lied down on the floor in the middle of the car park.
"Lauren... What are you doing?" Camila asked me with a little laugh
"Watching the stars, join me" I told her and patted the floor beside me
"But it's cold" she argued
"Camila Cabello am I going to have to tackle you to the ground or and you going to lie down with me"
"What if a car comes and runs us over?" She continued to argue
"Camila..." I said bluntly which made her dramatically role her eyes and flop down by the side of me.
"Urgh it's so cold!" She grounded playfully so I gently hit her arm in response only to get a hit back in response.
We lay there in a comfortable silence for a minute or so before she spoke
"This is actually really nice, the stars look so pretty"
"Just like you" I responded quickly
"Oh that's smooth as fuck" she laughed out loud which made me laugh along just because her laugh was so contagious.
"So you do like it down here?" I asked
"I never said I liked it, I said the views nice, I'm still cold" she complained with a smirk.
"Come on let's go" I said as I stood up, I reached my hand out to pull her up
"I was only kidding Lo! It's actually really nice and romantic, i could actually lie there all night if I had to!" She defended
"I know you was only joking, I'm actually pretty cold to" I chuckled
"God I thought you was mad with me" she said with a relived sigh and took my hand so she could get up.
We walked back to the bus in silence and I let her go in first.
"Surprise!" Everyone shouted as the door opened, she stepped back slightly but luckily I was there otherwise she would've fell out the door. She looked shocked at first but then it hit her and the first tears of the night was shed.
She covered her face with her hands and everyone came to hug her, once we all let her go she wiped her eyes and looked around at all of the food, games and movies
"Guys, what's all this?" She asked still letting some tears fall.
"Mila you are leaving us for like 3 months! We had to make your last night on this bus for a while a good one!" Dinah told her.
"We've bought all your favourite foods" Ally told her
"You mean I bought all her favourite foods" Big Rob said from the back of the bus making us laugh.
"You didn't need to do this, we should be sleeping because you have another concert tomorrow while I'm probably going to be sleeping"
"Mila we don't care, this is your last night with us for a while so we are making the most of it" Normani said with a smile "sit down you two, let's start these pizza's before they get cold" she added.

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I am alive!! Sorry I haven't updated in like forever, I literally had a random break from everything recently but I'm back! I'm gonna try and update more frequently because I have some ideas! Also I was wondering if any of you guys are good at making videos, would any of you be kind enough to make me a trailer for this fanfic considering I'm shit at things like that?
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