If only you knew (Camren)

Chapter 38

Lauren's POV
"Mum" I said as I walked into the kitchen
"Yeah Hun" she replied
"You can't do this anymore, and I'm not gonna let you do it. I am going to do what I want now, I am old enough to make my own decisions now and that's what I am going to do"
"What do you mean?" She question
"What do I mean? To really don't know. Remember the other day when you said I couldn't be with camila because I can't love someone of my own gender, yeah well I am going to be with her whether you like it or not. I love her and nothing can stop that. These past few days have been torture and if it wasn't for dinah giving me some moral support then I don't think I would be doing this right now"
"Lauren you will ruin everything if you do this, you know I don't approve" she said and rose her voice slightly
"What are you gonna do about it mum, I'm not even at home half the time, so what's the worst you're gonna do, kick me out?!" I snapped back raising me voice above hers
"Maybe I will, if you're going to speak to me with that attitude you can leave now"
I stood there a little shocked as she actually did the thing I didn't think she would do, my own mum kicked me out the house for loving a girl, how messed up.
"F-fine" I stuttered, I turned my back on her and I could sense some tears about to fall but I tried to keep them inside me, a person like that doesn't deserve my tears. Something made me turn back around
"I thought you loved me no matter what, you're suppose to be my mum, what happened?" I spat and felt a single tear fall down my face.
I then made my way upstairs and packed the essentials, most already in my suitcase as We will be going back on tour soon.
Where was I going to go? I don't really know to be honest but I guess where ever my feet take me.

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