If only you knew (Camren)

Chapter 59

"Camila?" Lauren whispered when she was woken by what she thought was someone throwing up in the bathroom of the the tour bus. She put 2 and 2 together and figured it must be Camila as there was an empty space in her bunk next to her. She threw the blanket off and jumped out of the bunk trying to be as quiet as possible other wise she would wake the other girls. She stumbled over a few things that was left lying on the floor and the fact the bus was moving wasn't making it any easier to get to the bathroom, finally she reached the door and knocked quietly.
"Camz? Are you okay?" She asked the girl inside
"Yeah, totally fine, don't worry just go to sleep I'll be back in a minute" She muttered out quickly.
"No camila, let me in" Lauren spoke with a more serious tone to her voice. She waited a couple minutes and the door finally unlocked and a very pale looking Camila was stood in front of her
"Oh my god" She said and brought her hand up to her mouth trying to hide the gasp she let out. She didn't want to come across as rude but the girl stood in front of her looked like shit
"Erm, are you okay? What happened?" She asked but then she remembered the time when Camila told her she didn't wanted to be treated any different, but in Lauren's defence she would act like this even the illness wasn't present in Camila's life.
"I'm fine" her girlfriend mumbled and sleepily pushed past her so she could get back to the bunk.
Usually Lauren would climb into the bunk first but without hesitation Camila hopped up and moved as close to the wall as possible to allow Lauren some room but also so Lauren wasn't able to wrap her arms around her.
Lauren climbed in after her and was still a little concerned but she tried not to show it. Camila and Lauren was lying face to face but neither of the girls spoke, they just laid their in a slightly tense silence until it was finally broke by Lauren. She reached out and gently brushed her thumb across her girlfriends cheek causing the other girl to open her eyes so that brown met green.
"I love you" Lauren said under her breath
"And I love you too" Camila responded almost instantly
"Now can you talk to me about what just happened?" She said bravely just to receive a sigh
"Look, to be honest I would be concerned if I heard you throwing up either way" She added
"I think I must have eaten something that has upset my stomach" Camila said and shrugged her shoulders to try and dodge the subject but Lauren wasn't stupid, she knew that there was more to this than an off piece of food. She raised her eyebrows in a questionable manner which just made Camila sigh deeply once again.
"Fine" Lauren said in defeat. "Doesn't matter then, I'm sorry for caring about you" She said a bit to aggressively and turned over so that her back was facing Camila.

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Lauren couldn't sleep. No matter how hard she tried she couldn't, she was constantly looking at the time on her phone hoping that time would somehow get quicker so she could finally quit trying to sleep.
5:30am, that wasn't to early right? she thought to herself. She slowly took the half of the blanket she had on her off and jumped down from the bunk quietly so that she didn't wake anyone who was still currently sleeping. She made her way to the main seating area of the bus and was hit by cold air. She didn't realise it would be this cold but was thankful that one of Ally's thick furry blankets was left on the couch so she sat down and wrapped it around her trying not to let any of the cold get to her.
6am. She decided that sitting and staring at the bus door was no longer a good distraction of the previous nights little drama so she took her phone out of her pyjama pocket and opened up tumblr. She knew that she would be somewhat distracted but she would see something that would remind her of the girl who is now sleeping in the bunk alone. After liking a few posts one caught her eye
"Caring to much is what I'm good at"
Relatable she thought to herself and automatically reblogged it without any second thoughts. After around another half an hour of just scrolling through her dash she felt her eyes getting heavy. She locked her phone and took the opportunity while she had it. Pulling the blanket up further so that her arms were covered and no skin other than her face was visible, she was finally comfy and content and her eyes shut sending her off into a small sleep.

"Lauren!" She heard Dinah shout, she grumbled in annoyance when she realised that she had only been sleeping for an hour.
"We are all going to get some breakfast, you coming or are you just gonna eat some boring ass cereal?" Dinah asked the groggy girl
"Now I see why you hate being woken up" She shot to the younger girl "and I'm fine I'll stick with cereal"
"Suit yourself, where's Mila? Is she awake?" she asked when she realised that Lauren was sleeping on the couch...alone.
"Erm she.. I" Lauren stuttered "She took up all the space in my bunk last night and I didn't have the heart to wake her up so I came out here, she's sleeping pretty hard" I lied
"Oh okay that makes sense, have fun with your cereal then Lo" She laughed and followed the other girls out of the bus. Its best to keep it between us for now Lauren thought to herself.

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When Camila woke up she was alone, remembering what happened last night she decided to stay in the bunk a little longer to avoid any tension so she grabs her phone and goes onto tumblr. She was absent-mindedly reblogging and liking a few things she had come across on her dashboard when she noticed that one of the quotes she was about to like had been reblogged by Lauren
"Caring to much is what I'm good at"
Camila let out a sad sigh and couldn't help but think it was an indirect to her. She locked her phone and tucked it into her pocket and rested her hands on her stomach. She lay there for a few minutes and finally made the decision of getting up considering everyone on the bus had gone quiet. She guessed they had probably gone to get breakfast, she pulled off the blanket that strongly smelled of Lauren making it hard to part from it, she swung her legs over the side and jumped down onto the floor. Suddenly she felt an abrupt wave of dizziness rush around her head which made her grip onto the side of the door for assistance.
"Camz?" she heard a faint voice speak up from the room she was heading to.
"Camila!" the voice got louder as Camila's legs weakened. She felt two arms wrap around her holding her up but she didn't fall
"Camila, can you try and help me get you over to the couch?" The person asked but she couldn't.
Her vision went fuzzy and her hearing went muffled, she felt as though she was drowning. She tried to speak but nothing but short breaths came out. She was feeling lighter and lighter then she was gently lifted to the couch but that was when she blacked out completely.
Lauren started to panic when she saw her girlfriends eyes shut and body go even more limp. She placed her onto the couch and didn't know what to do next.
"Camila... Can you hear me?" She said trying not to choke on her tears.
"Shit..Shit..SHIT, what the fuck do I do!" She muttered to herself. She saw her phone on top of the vacant couch and grabbed it.
"Ambulance" She said out loud when she realised what she was doing. Quickly unlocked her phone and then dialled the 3 most important numbers at this minute

911.

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