my kpop weight loss diary

lowest weight since 2017

September 19

Okay.

I actually need a moment for this one.

I'm officially in the 51 kg range. 🤯

And that means something I honestly didn't expect to feel this emotional about:

This is my lowest weight since 2017.

That's literally NINE YEARS AGO.

I've been carrying around the idea of getting back to this point for such a long time, and now I'm actually here.

It's kind of surreal.

And suddenly...

49 kg doesn't feel like some impossible number anymore.

The 40s are actually getting closer.

I'm trying not to obsess over the scale, but I can't deny that seeing a number I haven't seen in years feels like a pretty huge milestone. 🥺

I'm proud of myself.

Not because I managed to eat as little as possible or because I somehow rushed the process.

I'm proud because I actually stuck with it.

Even through the holidays.

Even when progress felt slow.

Even when I wasn't perfectly motivated.

And now I'm seeing the result.

And then there was supposed to be another exciting thing happening today...

I was going to get my new Apple Watch.

Keyword:

WAS. 😭

I went to the store...

and OH MY GOD.

It was CROWDED AF.

Like genuinely so crowded that I looked around and immediately thought:

Yeah... I'm not doing this today.

💀

I did NOT have the patience to stand around forever just to buy a watch.

So...

Apple Watch: postponed.  😭

Which is slightly annoying because I was actually looking forward to starting with it today.

But whatever...

I'll get it another day.

And honestly, maybe it's for the best because now I get to have another little milestone to look forward to.

For now, I'll just enjoy the fact that i'm in the 51 kg range.

And apparently I'm going to have to fight an entire crowd before I can get my new watch. 😭

One milestone at a time, I guess. 🩷