Shawn Mendes Imagines

I Know What You Did Last Summer

(Based on Shawn and Camila's song 'I Know What You Did Last Summer'.)

I sat on the living room couch with a thousand thoughts running through my mind. He knows, I thought to myself. Out of nervousness my foot kept bobbing on the hardwood floors. My eyes stared at a clock on the wall as I wondered when Shawn would get here. He had called me to tell me that he was stopping by and he didn't sound happy. How could he know? I thought to myself. I had made a stupid mistake last summer and I never told him about it. Guilt built up in my chest again, just as it did the morning after I had slept with someone else. I should have told Shawn what I had done but I could never bring myself to do it. I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself down. Maybe I was just being paranoid, and maybe he hadn't found out.

Just then the knocking at the door had pulled me out of my thoughts. I slowly got up from the couch and made my way to the front door. I gulped down the nerves and fears I had before placing a smile on my face and opening the door.
"Hey Babe." I said, stepping to the side and letting him walk in. Shawn didn't pay much attention to me and instead walked straight to the couch, taking a seat. He knew something, I thought to myself. My assumption caused my nerves and fears to come back. I slowly walked over to the couch, not sure what I should say. I didn't want to ask him what was wrong for I feared that if I did he would say the words I didn't want to hear. Though I didn't have to ask, the words left his lips anyway.
"I know what you did last summer." He said looking up at me with a mixed expression of anger and sadness.

"W-What?" I mumbled, playing dumb. Shawn shook his head and rested back against the couch.
"Go ahead and give me the go around. I'd rather you lie to me because I don't think I can stand knowing that you have been with another guy." He said, disgust written on his face. His eyes looked up to look into mine but with my guilt eating me alive I couldn't bring myself to look at him.
"You did sleep with someone else over the summer, didn't you?" He asked. He could probably read my face expression and body language as clear as he could read a book. Tears began to build up in my eyes.
"Look at me." Shawn said, anger evident in his voice. I forced myself to make eye contact with him.

"I didn't mean too." I replied, a tear slipping from one of my eyes.
"It was a stupid mistake.". Hurt was written on his face, tearing me apart.
"I'm sorry." I mumbled, slowly walking over to where he sat on the couch. I sat down beside him, leaving some space between us.
"It didn't mean anything." I said, trying to get him to look me in the eyes this time. He looked disgusted at what I had done.

"Shawn." I said, grabbing his arm. He pulled his arm out of my grasp and sat closer to the arm rest of the couch.
"Shawn," I said again, beginning to panic, "it was a mistake.". I scooted closer to him, trying to hold on to him but he wouldn't let me as if my touch burned him.
"Stop it." I cried, feeling him begin to slip away from me.
"Y/N." he sighed with frustration evident in his voice.
"I want you to hold me." I said, wrapping my arms around him. Shawn stopped fighting and just let me hold on to him. His arms didn't wrap around me.
"I don't want too." He replied.

I grabbed his arms and wrapped them around my body anyway, causing him to sigh once again. It was silent for a while until he spoke up.
"How could you do this to me?" He asked, his voice quiet and weak. When I didn't respond he continued.
"I love you, and that is what makes this hard for me. I want to be with you, but I don't know if I can forgive you for this." He said.
"I love you too." I said.

"You didn't even bother to tell me, you just kept it to yourself probably hoping I wouldn't find out. You call that love?" He asked. I looked up at him and replied.
"I regret what happened and I regret not telling you right after it happened,  but I can't take it back." I replied.
"I was scared that you were going to leave me if I told you." I mumbled. Shawn didn't reply, causing silence between us once again. His head was probably filled with just as many thoughts as mine.

"Please don't leave me." I cried, sitting up and looking into his eyes. I pressed my lips to his but he didn't kiss back. When I pulled my face back from his he spoke up.
"I don't know Y/N. I can't promise you that I won't." He mumbled, averting his gaze anywhere but at my eyes. I couldn't blame him for what happens to us now, for I was the one who made the stupid mistake and put us in this predicament. I just nodded my head, understanding where he was coming from. I cried into the crook of his neck and continued to hold onto him, regretting what I did last summer.

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