Shawn Mendes Imagines

After One Long Year (Part 2)

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Just when I thought seeing Shawn at Starbucks was weird, he texted me the next morning. After taking a shower I went to check my phone that I had left on my bed, and when I did there was a text waiting for me. From him. He had texted only two minutes ago.

From: Shawn

Hey Y/N, it's Shawn. Not sure if u still have my number or not.
Anyway I was wondering if u could meet me at Starbucks?

Meet him at Starbucks, why would I want to do that? I thought to myself. I didn't know if I wanted to go, it was awkward enough seeing him yesterday. As if he knew I was already contemplating on not going he texted again.

From: Shawn

Please.

I couldn't help but let the slightest smile spread on my face, sensing his eagerness to get me to meet him. I began to wonder why he wanted to see me. Though a huge part of me was timid and nervous to see him, but despite that my curiosity always got the best of me. With trembling fingers I texted him back.

To: Shawn

When?

It didn't even take him a minute to reply.

From: Shawn

In half an hour?

I sighed, wondering if I was making the right decision, before hitting send on my reply.

To: Shawn

Alright.

I got to Starbucks before him. When I walked in and looked around the empty shop I didn't see him. Before going to find a seat, the workers behind the counter greeted me as I walked by. I began walking to Shawn and I's usual table but then I stopped myself wondering what I was doing. The last thing I wanted to do was sit at a table with him where we shared so many memories. I turned away from the table and found another one to sit at.
With my growing nerves I sat down, knowing that Shawn would walk through the shop door any minute. He walked in just as I was taking off my jacket.

A smile rose to his face when his eyes met mine. He replied to the workers behind the counter when they had greeted him before he made his way over to me. As he got closer I noticed the slight shade of pink on his cheeks from the cold outside.

"Hey." He mumbled, taking off his jacket.
"Hi." I replied, trying not to sound awkward.
"Thanks for meeting me." Shawn said as he sat down in the chair in front of me. I just nodded my head as a response. On the table Shawn folded his hands in front of him as I folded my arms, and silence came over us.
"Did you want anything?" He asked.
"No, thanks." I replied while shaking my head.

It was hard to look at him, because when I did I felt either one of two things; butterflies or heartache. I cleared my throat to speak up, pushing my nerves and awkwardness of the situation away.
"So, what is it you wanted?" I asked, looking down at the table before looking back up at him. Shawn became serious. There was no expression on his face as his eyes searched mine.
"I just wanted to talk to you." He said. I nodded my head, encouraging him to continue.

"It has been a while since I last saw you. A whole year." Shawn said with a pained expression on his face, almost as if the words hurt him as they left his mouth. I nodded my head, continuing to listen. Shawn sighed, looking away for a second before quickly looking back over at me.
"It's been a long year without you, Y/N." Shawn said. I know the feeling, I thought to myself. I could sense that he wanted to grab my hand but held himself back from doing it.
"Yeah, well you're the one who broke up with me. You chose to be without me." I replied, reliving the anger I felt towards him for breaking our relationship.

"I know I did." Shawn mumbled, nodding his head.
"But, that doesn't mean I stopped thinking about you while I was gone. I missed you like crazy, but I didn't want to be selfish." He said.
"I wanted you to be selfish! All I wanted was to be with you, no matter where you were." I said, drawing attention to myself. I caught one of the Starbucks workers looking over at me as she cleaned a near by table. I looked away, slightly embarrassed, focussing back on Shawn. Shawn nodded, understanding my feelings. We let silence come over us for a minute before Shawn decided to speak up again.

"Seeing you yesterday Y/N, caused me to relive all those feelings I had when I was with you. I've been thinking about you all night." He admitted. All the things he was saying we're the things I secretly have been wanting to hear leave his lips. Though things were different now, we've been away from each other for a year and he had another girl.
"I'm letting myself be selfish now. I want to be with you again." He said, reaching for my hand.
"Shawn." I said, a bit of shock evident in my voice.
"You were just with another girl yesterday." I said, pulling my hand away from his.

Shawn shook his head before speaking up.
"We aren't serious. I only went out with her a few times." Shawn said. I could tell that he was being sincere by the way he looked at me.
"You promise?" I asked anyway.
"I promise." He said while nodding his head. I looked down at the table, wondering what I was getting myself into. I wanted to be with him, that was what I have been craving for the past year without him, but I was also scared. I was scared that things could be different this time or that maybe he would want to break up again.

"Y/N." Shawn whispered, grabbing my hand. I looked up to meet his eyes that stared at me.
"I love you. I've always loved you, and that hasn't changed." He said, trying to reassure me.
"I know I messed up before, but I hope you can give me another chance." He mumbled, brushing circles around my hand with his thumb. What my heart felt always overruled the thoughts in my head. And Shawn sitting there, looking so cute and begging me to take him back, didn't help support the arguments in my mind either.

A small smile tugged at the corners of my lips before I leaned over the table and stopped a few inches away from his face. Shawn smiled as his eyes searched my face before looking back into my eyes. Without hesitation he placed his lips on mine, not being able to wait any longer. I could feel Shawn's smile through the kiss, making me smile. I could tell that he didn't want me to pull away but I did. I sat back down in my chair and he grabbed my other hand, holding both of them now.
"I love you too, Shawn." I whispered, being able to say those words again after one long year.

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