A Million Miles And I'm Now Here

12.21.15

It's Monday, and all I want to do is cry. Why couldn't be break? The week is only like 2 days and a half. You might say it's not much compared to 5 days but, it's dragging myself to get up and go to school. I don't want to do anything like nothing at all. I just want to stay home, sleep and be on the computer. I mean what do we do for like 2 and a half days? Movies? yeah, just about. I mean all the AP classes have to do something but, why bother. Everyone just wants to get out of this place called school. I have a friend down in Texas and he's been out for a good 2 weeks! Like man I want to be on vacation like now ant is very moment. I hate how some thoughts linger in my brain, sometimes I wish I could have a self destruct button for all the memories I have with some people like Kevin. I hate how the colors green and orange remind me of hunting and so does camo. I hate to see a rifle and then not think of him its crazy sometimes like it's annoying as heck. Kevin you are *blank blank blank* I hate him more than anything. I want be with my love like a lot he makes so happy xoxoxo