A Million Miles And I'm Now Here

1.05.16

It hit me, depression. Oh fuck. I was walking up to go to the choir room and pain shocked my heart and body. I want to do is be happy. That's all I wish for. To be able to smile everyday. I was trying to be happy for 2016 I want to stop being so sad so depressed. It's 2 channels to be able to go home. I feel like it's a thousand years. I want cry is that all ask for. Well more people are coming for class I should stop crying and hold it in.

In love: I really am in love. I believe it and I just know it's him. I know I was meant to be. I know that he is to be my husband. I know it's so soon to think about marriage but I can't help to think about a future. To think about having kids that will run home happy. Call me mom and tell me about their day of school. To kiss and tuck them in at night. I'm just lucky to be able to find someone to love me like he does.