A Million Miles And I'm Now Here

12.10.15

Well I'm in English at the moment and all I want to go is go to lunch. I. AM. STARVING! We where watching this movie. its called Riders of the Sea. Its a short play but, there is a part of the movie where one of my classmates that pointed out that one of the girls like took the bread just flawlessly. I felt that kinda was funny. There was something bugging me that class today. Jacob... He was so sad and no one said anything to him. They all saw that he was hurt he looked like he wanted to disappear I felt so bad for the kid. I asked him if he wanted a hug and gave no reply so I just gave him one anyway. I looked back at him after class and he looked even worse he covered his face and everything man I wanted to sit there and just cry. I rubbed his back to comfort him and told him it was okay. I had no clue what had happen to him. He's a big teddy bear and he's always so happy seeing him down in the dumps is such a mood killer. 

I am home once again. Today is a better days than most. Plus its almost the weekend thats the thumbs up. I'm doing all this homework now and I feel so overwhelmed. Advance Algebra Two, Advance Chemistry and I also have to study for Anatomy & Phyisology class since I have a quiz. I know I shouldn't have taken so many classes this year but, I need ahead start on my nursing career if I want to be successful as much I want to be. I guess I do know what I want to be or do with my life. It's just stressful balancing life, school dance and a sport at once. Maybe it the reason why I'm alway down or just not having it. I wish I wasn't always stressed as much I am now. Hopefully works out well and I get a little better. 

Can we be dreamers? I want to be dreaming about the good in life. I want to be smiling all the time. I know there is alway going to be ups and downs but why think out the sadness it's not going to lead us anywhere but trouble. I think its time to open out eyes and smile at the world for once. We always wake up from the sleep we need but, why do we need sleep if were not going to show that to the Universe. You are so important there is only one of you in Universe A to Solar System to Milkly way to Earth to whatever country you live in your state/providence to your town and where you are. You are so important to me and so people around you. You don't realize how much one person effects a community or what not. Please smile, a smile can change a person mood. Make a smile and save a life    Good night :) <3