A Million Miles And I'm Now Here

12.11.15

Here I am, at home. My lovely house were I can plop on my sofa and relax. I was doing that a little while ago and now I'm here sitting on my bed and typing my mental thoughts out. I was on Pinterest a little bit ago also and I was under the search bar of quotes. Believe me I'm a fan of quote, either sad, happy and strength I'm always reading some type of quote. I'm thinking to myself why am I never inspirational? I used to be as a child but, like what happen? Anyways, I found some quotes pinned it under my " love & Inspiration" board I kinda felt happy. Relating and just reading things I don't know makes me happy I suppose. Everything comes in happiness everything comes in sadness its just up to you to balance the two in between. Is it okay to be sad but, there are times you need to be sad there are times to just cry. To feel sadness is to know what happiness feels like and to feel happiness is know what sadness feels like. So enough with the sadness and happiness I am starving once again. Honestly there are more presents under the tree than there is food in my fridge usual the tree is full and yet its like half way and there are still more present than food. MOM for christmas can you buy food? It's honestly what I want.

Okay, well you know what. I do love him. I have to admit it and state the facts that he's the #1 person I truly care about. He's the only person I ever want to be with now and forever. Jerome you're the person I care way too much about. You and every millimeter of you I love to death. You're worth the wild. You my love, your my everything. I come home to school and its like a treat that I get to see your face and talk to you. You're incredible and I never want to lose someone like you in my life. You've gotten me though my ups and downs and I've been there for yours. I just really want to let you know I will alway be there for you I will support you no matter how bad the situation could be. I want to let you know that I love you and that will never change. xoxo goodnight <3