A Million Miles And I'm Now Here

3.10.16

For once I'm not complaining. WOW I know, it has been getting better. I think it is because I'm believing myself that I actually can be happy or try to be. Yes, I know its hard yes I know it takes a lot of downfall but I can't stay in this pit off sadness. I know that "happiness" doesn't exist like people say money can't by happiness. But you can always try, thats life right? It's a guessing game until you get it right. Yes I'm rambling it's a Thursday night I'm just hoping for tomorrow can be over and I can lay back and sleep I honestly need hibernate or sleep for a long time. I want to just have cuddles and make jokes. Where is the old school date nights? I would totally go back old school. Who needs Netflix and chill, why can't we go to a park and look at the stars? Where are those nights where we could take a stroll down town look at the city lights? Where has that gone? Do we just call the corny because most girls would take that then being cramped in the house any day even if its just to sit outside and talk about something as dump as what a penny looks like.