Found Lost [Completed]

INCEPTION

#FootprintsOfThePast

Well you done done me in you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
Now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved love love love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
Do you want to, come on
Scootch over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long
checking my tongue on the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'll be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do our name is a virtue
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like.......

Frances Claudette Grande:
I paused the music for a couple of minutes and I have no plan to resume it. Sa t'wing naririnig ko ang kantang ito, naalala ko ang lahat: kung paano ako nasaktan at kung gaano ako umiyak, kung paano nya ako niloko at kung paano nya sinayang ang pagmamahal ko sa kanya.

Fuck. Hindi ako makapagmove-on eh. Gusto ko ng magsuicide pero may pamilya akong maiiwan. Sila na lang yung lakas ko ngayon. I just don't wanna fall inlove again.

That song.. I'm Yours... causes pain to me everytime I listen to it. It reminds me when Andrew was courting me and singing this song for me. Masyadong naging mabilis ang pagsagot ko sa kanya. Halos umabot kami sa isang taon pero 4 years na pala sila ng iba nya. Wow! He was great, indeed! Sa loob ng eleven months, napaikot nya ako. At wala syang intensyong sabihin ang kalokohan nya.

Nalaman ko lang ang lahat nung makita ko sila sa bahay ni Andrew. I remembered that night still.

That was our eleventh monthsary and I went at Drew's house to give my gift. But... Andrew and my bestfriend Erika were drunk and they were kissing each other so hard. Erika was just wearing her undies that time. Drew was topless and seeing Erika unzipping his pants, made me broken.

Hindi ko kinaya ang nakita ko. I didn't want to see them fucking each other. Nagulat sila, but I found my way out of Drew's house. He then tried to explain but I slapped him twice, side by side. I don't need any explanation from him. All I know is that, I was hurt. I couldn't accept that my boyfriend was flirting with my best..... with someone.

Pagkatapos ng mga nangyari ay nagkulong ako sa aking kwarto.

Almost three days akong hindi kumakain and yes, I got sick. Dinala ako sa ospital at tinanong ako ng kapatid kong si Chandria kung ano ang nangyari. I did not told her what happened. I was too damn to love that kind of man and it is only me, who can fix myself.

I have to go on with my life. I'm just a Grade 10 student and I am too young to be a desperate person.

Ano nga ba naman 'tong mga iniisip ko ngayon. Today is Sunday and I should start my day with a good vibes.