Ash’s pov Hospital was so boring, so what if I wasnt 100% yet I wanted out. But it did have it’s upsides. Shaun hadn’t left for longer than half an hour at a time since I woke up, he looked like a hobo but hey there’s more important things that not having a beard. Well that’s what he reckoned whenever i told him to go shave. I guess accidents can bring people closer, I felt closer to him than I had in weeks. He was forever playing with my hair or telling me stories, it was pretty cute I had to admit. I couldn’t remember anything after blacking out after the accident, but I could remember the desperate feeling id had before hand. The feeling of just wanting it all go away, the feeling of wanting to die. It was an all to familiar feeling for me, yet I’d been so close to death it was scary. Second chances are rare to me, usually one strike and I was out but this time I had another chance. A chance to make things right, and I wasn’t giving in this time. It was 3am in the morning now, my sleep pattern was screwed after being put in a coma and such so i was awake. Shaun was lying next to me in the single bed, he’d changed so much since I first met him. Now he was sharing a single bed with me, not moving incase he hurt me, he was so much less of a diva now. I did remember one thing, when I was out of it I heard every word he’d said, every last one. And not being able to answer him was painful. He moved a little which bumped my foot and I let out a squeak by accident. Having a shattered foot sucked, they were doing surgery on it in a few days but I missed walking already. He sat up in a heartbeat ‘shit’ he muttered ‘sorry’ he said with a half smile and hugged me. We didn’t go back to sleep for awhile after that, instead we talked now I could finally talk and people could understand. It was the best feeling ever, we sorted out everything that had happened, he apologized over and over but I’d already forgiven him. It was incredible just having him, he cared. And that wasn’t something I was used to.
Imogens pov
Belinda was being so unreasonable. Since I’d gotten home she had given me a 2 hour lecture on running off and ‘fucking’ an older guy. I told her me and jumpnow never had sex but we should have because he cared alot more about me then she did. She got angry and sent me back to my room. But my room was where I wanted to be. I had my computer, she couldn’t take it away so I could still talk to jumpnow. When Belinda bought me up food I pretended I was asleep, I knew I couldn’t talk to her without loosing it. When i knew she was outside my door listening in I blasted mcr, singing along. ‘I’m not okay, I’m not okay, I’m not oh-fucking-Kay’ I screamed in the direction of the door. Eventually she had given up and left me alone, I didn’t want to be alone I wanted to be with my real family. The ones that actually cared
