Always and Forever (Kendall Schmidt Fanfic)

Chapter 35

Chapter 35:

The next morning, I was the first one up. I was so tired, but I felt like I had OCD for having to get up early and get ready in advance for our day with Kendall's family. It was six o'clock as I stood in the shower thinking about things. Kendall's family were so sweet, but I wasn't really myself with them. It's hard to be yourself around someone who you haven't known very long, although with Kendall that was different. Maybe that's why I wasn't really myself yesterday, Kendall's different and I don't want to lose him if his family doesn't like me. I sighed and turned off the water. I hurried to get dressed as I heard the tv on in the room meaning Kendall was up.

I put on my black and white striped dress which went to my knees in an a-line shape, black cardigan, black leggings, and furry black Ugg boots. I left my hair down hoping it would be dry enough to style after Kendall got out of the shower. I walked out and saw Kendall sitting on the edge of the bed, his back to me looking at something. "Kendall?" I asked.

"Hey babe!" He said putting whatever he was looking at in his sweats pocket.

"Whatcha doin?" I asked. He stood up and smiled. "Nothing. Gonna take a shower." He said grabbing his clothes walking towards me.

"You look mighty beautiful this morning my love." He smiled kissing my cheek and closing the door to the bathroom. I sat down on the bed and put on my makeup as usual, and waited for the bathroom to be empty. Kendall was singing in the shower to 'If I Lose Myself' by OneRepublic, as I smiled to myself at his admiration of this song. I sat on the bed waiting for Kendall when I was trying to figure out what Kendall had in his pocket he didn't want me to see. Could Kendall be cheating? Could he had been on his phone texting some girl? I hope he knew if he cheated once I'd be out of this relationship in a flash and on my way far away from him. I'd either take Heather and Scott with me, or I'd leave on my own. I was not going to live to be my mother, in so many relationships that they lose meaning, and that they get worse and worse with everyone. This is why I was scared to get into a relationship. Doubt and over thinking take control. I rubbed my forehead and felt tears well up in my eyes. Could Kendall be cheating? I didn't know who else to talk to aside from Scott.

"Hello?" Scott asked sleepily on the other end of my phone.

"Hey Scotty." I said quietly. He cleared his throat.

"Hey Bob, what's up?" He asked. I sniffed a little catching myself before he could hear my sadness. But unfortunately he heard, loud and clear.

"Oh my God, you're crying. Bobby why are you crying?" He sounded absolutely concerned for me. I sniffed again, listening to the water fall still in the bathroom.

"I think, I think Kendall might be cheating on me." I whispered closing my eyes. If this was false, which I was hoping it would be, then Scott would label me as a softie for life, I never cried, only at my mom and grandparents funeral. Only at very vulnerable moments would I usually cry, and with Kendall now I seemed to be becoming a softie and I didn't think it fit me well.

"What? Why would you think that?" Scott asked sincerely concerned, although I had pictured him with a little more anger and a little less sympathetic.

"He's hiding something Scott. I swear he is. Ever since the day at the hospital after Alexa and I got out. He's been hiding something and Logan knows what it is I think. I think Kendall's with another girl!" I said. I was angry with myself now. My tears had dried and I was now walking over to the full length mirror in front of the bathroom door on the opposite wall.

"Bob, don't jump to conclusions. Please trust me on this one." Scott pleaded. I sighed. I cleaned up my face with running makeup, and now I was fine again to hear Scott had something to do with this secret. I knew he had to know, because he was being awful calm about this who had threatened to cut off Kendall's manhood if he hurt me.

"Bye Scott." I said hanging up before he could say another goodbye.