Always and Forever (Kendall Schmidt Fanfic)

Chapter 86

Chapter 86:  

Logan's smile was bright and shiny. His dimples were kind and loving as he bowed to me making me giggle. "I'd be honored to be your brides-man, little lone your man of honor." He said standing straight up again. I shrieked and launched myself into his arms.

"Yay!" I giggled as he caught me. The rest of the day was really fun. Kendall had won me a little stuffed pig that reminded me of Yuma.

"Kendall?" I asked looking down at the pig on my lap as we had just dropped off my dad at his apartment. We were on our way home and it was starting to get dark.

"Yes my love?" He asked.

"Did you tell your parents? Kevin? Kenneth? About... 'Them'?" I said. He knew what I was talking about. He nodded and pulled into our parking spot, then started walking up to the apartment.

"Bobby, I need to ask you something." He informed me. I turned around from opening the door to our apartment and walked in. He looked nervous. "We never talked about what happened. You and I haven't anyway." He mumbled. I sighed and sat down at the kitchen table.

"I know." I told him.

"Do you even want kids?" Kendall blurted out after sitting down next to me at the table.

I didn't answer right away, unsure of what brought this on. He answered for himself. "You looked so scared to tell me you were pregnant, but then you always had a smile on your face. I always wanted kids, but I had thought when I was married, around twenty-six years old maybe. Not twenty two years old and engaged." He explained. I nodded, trying to gather up all the information.

"Kendall, I never wanted kids. Never. But when I found out I was pregnant with the twins, I felt as if it was natural. As if I could do it. Because of you. I never thought I'd be in a solid relationship where the guy loves me for all my weird habits and obsessions, and he'd want to get married, or that I'd know who my dad was. But life is unexpectantly beautiful. There's no other way to describe it. I never wanted kids because I was scared. you showed me there wasn't a reason to be scared. A mother and her children bond before birth, and so I finally knew that if you were by my side, that I'd be okay, and I knew I wanted those babies. But what I'm trying to say is if you want kids, I want kids." I told him reaching my hand over to his and squeezing it. He smiled up at me.

"From now on, until you and I are married, we use a condom." Kendall smirked leaning over to kiss me swiftly. I rolled my eyes and smiled.

"Oh and another thing," I started to say standing up and making my way to the bedroom as Kendall followed me. "I want another tattoo." I told him. He gave me a questioning look.

"Of?" He asked walking into the bedroom.

"Their names." I mumbled looking down at the ground. We had picked out their names at three months old, and couldn't wait till we could finally call them by their names. Kendall's eyes softened and sighed walking over to me. He stroked my cheek making me look up at him.

"We'll both get Them." He said smiling. I smiled back and hugged him.

"Thank you." I mumbled.