It was late. You were going out to buy yourself some food, because you were hungry like a beast. You felt like you could literally lunge on your boyfriend Levi, if you didn't get any food soon.
And as he was sleepy, but still pilled up with work from Erwin the night before, you went out alone.
You weren't in a hurry.
The chilly weather seemed to relax you at least a little. It was dark and pretty cold as there was no wind, you could hear the little voices of birds flying by as you walked.
You had your coat on and you were cozy in it.
The trees on the sides of the street were big and tall, thing Levi liked about your neighborhood, but would never admit it out loud. The sent of coldness could be actually smelled in the air, it was probably going to rain soon as well. The surroundings stood dark, the only light illuminating them was the moon light from above as it shined brightly.
You rubbed your hands together to make your slender fingers a little warmer with the friction and then you stuffed them back into your pockets. You scrowled as you walked towards the store in the chilly night. It was because you were thinking pretty hard upon something. You had a suspicion about one shitty matter from a few days. You could be pregnant.
Yes. Pregnant. You didn't feel good about it, but not because you thought you wouldn't like the child or didn't want kids at all, it was because of your shitty paranoia.
You always tried to be perfect, to fit in, to do everything right. And then there came this shit. Parenting. You didn't thought you were ready for it.
How was a kid treated?
How much does it eat?
How much does it have to sleep?
How should it be fed?
What toys should be suitable for it?
How do you play with it?
Is it too sensitive?
What do you do when it cries?
And most of all - would Levi be happy with the news?
You were in a long relationship with Levi, it should be around five years by now. In fact, your anniversary was just around the corner. But he never purposed and you weren't against it. You were never much with the married shit anyways.
You were happy with him being your boyfriend and that's all, while in reality you actually didn't even need to marry.
You already lived together and treated each other like husband and wife, you helped each other and argued sometimes like most couples do. He worked while you were last year at college and everything was alright, but now that there was a chance you could be pregnant you didn't knew how he would take it.
He never talked about kids, neither did you, but when you talked with friends about babies, you didn't reject nor accept the idea. Probably Levi didn't care if you would have baby together. He was going to be okay with it, but you weren't.
As you already said, it was all because of your insecurity. You were afraid that you weren't going to be a good mother.
Your own mother wasn't that good in parenting herself, but somehow you got just the life you wanted to with her by your side. You sure as hell felt super nervous, but it could only be your imagination as well. After all you were just more hungry than usual lately, nothing more.
Hanji was just overstating when she announced you may be pregnant last week.
You got agitated of yourself and your own thoughts as you entered the store and looked around. You grabbed some snacks and ice cream on your way to the counter and then saw a pregnant woman in the next roll.
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One-shots & Short Stories [Levi | Reader]
FanfictionI'll try to make the scenarios original but clichés are cute so there will be some. I'm going to be updating as much as I can, will surely update so long as I have an idea. Requests are greatly appreciated, though I'm not good at lots of genres lol...
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