I always thought this.
I always thought life would be easy,
At least easier than this,
That it'd be like a fairytale,
Perfect family,
Being a princess living happily,
Being swept off my feet by someone on a white horse,
My knight in shining armour,
None of that ever comes true,
Does it?
That was how I wanted it to be,
From when I was so young,
I guess I was crazy enough to dream,
And to hope,
I wanted it to be like that,
Like a fairytale,
But all I got was a heartbreaking novel instead,
Full of hurt and pain,
I knew it would never be like that,
At least not the family part,
Even at that age,
But I kept dreaming,
Kept hoping in what I now know is impossible,
I still wanted it to be like that though,
Perfect family,
Being a princess living happily,
Being swept off my feet by someone on a white horse,
My knight in shining armour,
But that doesn't exist,
Some fairytale...
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PoetrySo, welcome to my life and my thoughts. Everything in here comes from the heart and is something from my life whether that's loss, love, heartbreak, anger, jealousy, friendships, hard times, family and more it's all in here at some point. My life ma...
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